giving the best.

2009-09-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

I've MOVED!

tremendouslimits.onsugar.com.

I don't wish to delete this blog as it is full with memories which I won't want to forget.

RELINK PEOPLE!! :D

2009-09-12T12:08:00.011+08:00

If I would given a chance to expand my dancing career...

Huh, I just hope miracle will happen.

I know what you readers think about my blog these days. Don't need to say, I already knew. My blog's dead. Super dead. And you'll must have missed alot about my life! Don't worry. I'll start from Monday. :) So now, smile. :D

Monday... 070909
I was totally suffering from emotional depressed that few days. So since I couldn't take it anymore, I let out my feelings to mum. Well I guess the rest I should keep it confidential. After bursting out into tears, Mum sis and I went to ICA since sis wanted her passport to be extent or basically, making new passport since she will be going off to Batam with her NPCC mates this November. Then, at ICA also, take a photograph for my IC. Looks good. :) After that we headed to Geylang since I wanna look for a new or another Kebaya suit. Got one simple kebaya in white plus black after 5 hours roaming around Geylang. Dad fetch us and headed home at around 11pm.

Tuesday... 080909
Lots two people to follow me to Omni Theatre at Science Centre since I've got two tickets since family won't be going but unfortunately, that two lucky person got some other plans. So atlast, Shasha and Fadillah is the another two lucky person. Aishah, next time ehh. Hahah. Me and Shasha waited for Fadillah like 20mins! As a result, we ran to the science centre since I'm afraid we couldn't go in the theatre if we are late. And the show about life in space was freaking awesome. What if I wanna be an astronaut? Haha! I know this sounds a little bit foolish but many who watched that show was totally inspired!! No offence. :P

Wednesday... 090909(what a lucky date!)
Stayed at home then around in the afternoon followed mum to do shopping groceries. Around 4pm helped mum do corn flakes for hari rayer. Watched The Moment of Truth at 11pm while texting Liyana. Sleep at 2am.

Thursday... 100909
Went to the Library with Sahira and Liyana to finish up our English assignments. Then at Library, tag along with Suha, Kasturi and Zaheerah. Went to Jurong Point since I wanna buy a pen at popular. Bought milk for buker and home-d at 5:30pm.

Friday... 110909
Tuition was cancelled since tutor got diorhhea. Around noon went to Lavender, ICA with mum and sis to collect sis passport. And we waited for hours until our number came out. Then headed to Geylang since it's sis turn to find her Kebaya suit. Rushing home for buker and sleep right after I've got my dinner. Woke up at 10pm and continued with my assignments.

Before I end this posts, I wanna show you guys me transforming "girls to fine ladies'. Haha! :)

Peace out...

2009-09-04T21:15:00.003+08:00

First of all, I wanna say sorry to you readers for abandoning my blog for these few days. I know I must be the cruelest blogger ever for not doing my own responsibility to shower you readers with my daily life. You know, you guys should understand me a bit cause I've been busy with school. Since the September holidays are coming, I will try my very best to update daily. No promises.

Results were super satisfying. I'm so elated and glad because atlast, I manage to pass my Mathematics. And things became miraculous when I got A1 for Maths!! :D I can't believe it! Imagine, from F9 to A1?! What a dastric improvement! Omg! Omg! :D:D:D! Well for this time, no underlines on my result slip. But I still need to improve on my Chemistry and Geography.

Dance practice was inspirational. Ms Lee invited a famous and successful choreographer to practice today, Mr Johan Derrick Philosophy(I guess). I swear I really can't explain by words how pleased am I to have him there. His words are really inspirational enough to inspire himself and also it makes me more captivated in dance now. And surprisingly, he really knows alot of our stories and problems. He's choreography, oh my goodness. I've never overcome that kind of experiences of modern dance. It's super complicated and fast! I think that dance combines of contemporary dance and a little bit of hip hop. I can say it's awesome if we practice and work on the techniques. Cause the outcome is gonna be great if all the component are satisfied. After dance practice, accompanied Adlin to Gek Poh since she want her fringe cut. After that walk around and homed at 4:30pm.

School is going great. Holidays are coming up, and without fail and definitely, assignments is given out. A whole stack of assignments. So no holidays break for me.

What a day..

2009-08-30T20:40:00.002+08:00

syf 2007. haha, spot me. :P
The whole family went to terawih, leaving me and grandfather at home, and the umpteen dishes at the sink still yet to be washed.

Many things have been happening during the one week while I'm absent from my blog that you readers didn't know. There's been alot of ups and down. All the things that I expected was a slipshod. A big scolding, assignments, dissected a pig's heart during Biology class, failed my Chemistry test was all I can mention during the past one week.

Teacher's day and Aces day tomorrow. And I will be standing on the art table facing the whole school like a fool. I just hope blunders won't happened when I'm up on the table with Vanessa. :P

I will stop here. Family's back. :D

2009-08-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

I really don't know why I did that unreasonable act that totally doesn't bring me anywhere but trouble. I admit I'm wrong. But I just wanna assure everything is done and completed. But I think my way is totally not the root to solve all the problem. Like seriously, I have to buck up and reflect what I've done so far. It's like, human makes mistake right?

Alhamdullillah after hours of research of the sensors that I wanna use for my Third Eye Project for D&T, atlast I've found something that is seriously what I'm looking for past few days. But I must not be too happy cause I'm still not done with the exact folio and I still have to draw out the big circuit. Oh my goodness.

Parents, Bro Azlan and Sis Irah went to terawih at Masjid Assyakirin. I decided to tag along but since I still have alot of assignments that is part of CA, I decided to just stay at home and hoping that there might be some other opportunity to perform my terawih. So it's just left with Along and Grandpa who is sleeping and myself at house.

There's a CIP at the Beyond Social Services this Thursday and I'm still deciding whether to go or not because this CIP is optional for the seniors since we've already done our CIP. Well, it's a one way transport and it ends at 6pm. Do you think there's time for me to go home and have my break fast? I don't think so. Well, I will just leave this to Girlfriends. It would be good if they tag along together.

I guess I've typed enough.

Assalamualaikum. :)

2009-08-23T01:48:00.003+08:00

Instead of blogging now, I guess it's best if I get back to sleep now. Furthermore, there's tuition tomorrow morning. So, that really sums up everything. I will blog some other time. :) And oh, first day of fasting was definitely a good one. With the whole family - including grandpa, gather and have our break fast together.

It's raining, it's pouring..

Assalamualaikum.

2009-08-22T01:15:00.003+08:00

Me and brother Azlan. Don't get it wrong. :P
There's still no useful details about my own D&T device at the internet although I've spent hours on it. It's total worthless. The outcome was not great enough to support my content and my other needs. Looks like I'll have to spend my weekends just for that D&T Third Eye project that is due on Monday. Worst still, I've still got my tuition homework needed to be done by Sunday.

I find it that research on the internet is seriously total unavailing. So I guess it's best for me to push aside my D&T textbook and worksheets and continue with my fun stuffs. Blogging. :)

Most of my family members had gone to sleep, except for Brother Azlan. Life is going great lately and definitely no plans on weekends. :P

Eh, I've got no stuffs to talk. I better end here. Nanti bangon sahur. :P

Assalamualaikum.

2009-08-21T21:11:00.005+08:00

I swear I totally love dance practice today. First half an hour did stretching. And then the rest of the hour did some legs extension and more. And the rest of the hour learned the contemporary choreography that Ms Lee teached us. I was so irritated since I couldn't get the steps right the few minutes until I shaked Adlin hard and say, "Ajar akuU!!!! Macam maner?!" caused I missed one practice sessions, the day I had MC. And her teaching really helps. Then when we are doing the dance two by two, I was totally amazed that I can do the dance very well! With the help of everybody. Thanks. :D

After practice, the seniors stayed back for awhile and dance like nobody business. Then we have a chat about guys, our life and etcetera. Haah, it was kinda of awesome.

I will stop here. Today was total fantastic! :D :D

Selamat Berpuasa Semuer. :)

2009-08-21T00:25:00.004+08:00

I still couldn't get myself to sleep although it's already 12:36am. Things have been tough than expected these days. And I couldn't control myself to stop all my work until every assignment is completed.

Lessons was quite alright today. But I find English lesson was exclusive. I was really inspired by that old relief teacher(no offence. :P) and his advice really makes me wanna pull up my socks higher. His skills of how to improve English really makes me feel wanna try one of his skills. Like for the whole period, I 100% concentrate on his lectures. And I even jot down notes. :P

Like any other weeks, right after school I went home straight since there's no plans between me and classmates, neither girlfriends. Like some nerdy peeps, I went home, changed my clothes and do my homework like some kind of a pure student (no offence. :P). Seriously, what more can I do rather than doing this stuffs in the afternoon?

There's Geography test tomorrow. And the awesomeness is I didn't even memorise one of the single word in my notes. Basically due to the rest of the assignment that I must get completed as soon as possible so it will prevent complications and mind blockage. :P

I better get going.

2009-08-19T20:59:00.006+08:00

I totally didn't expect fun stuffs during lessons cause basically most of the lessons today can make me total weary and fatigue. Especially D&T and Chemistry.

For Maths, did the new chapter about bearings. Then did a few questions on it which I find it laborious. Well for today, I have to ignore a friend of mine because I can't work with her if she doesn't work for herself. Like seriously, how can she improve if she keep copying my work which I spent hours doing it and alot of skills to do? Then in the end, she also have the same marks as me in the CA. There's no justice.

Mother Tongue, get back our test papers and did corrections. For the test, I'm still glad that I still pass although my score is almost a "just pass". I'm weak in Mother Tongue. So you readers really can't assume a high expectations from me for MT.

There's Biology test today. Well, as far as I can say, that test was good enough for a O'level questions. Without Sahira last minute help, I guess I won't be able to do some of the questions at the last page of the paper. And total astonishment when I suddenly remembered that I didn't bring my Bio file for filing during the last 15 minutes. -_-" But luckily, Ms Tan was in a good mood today. :P

Chemistry was horrendous. Mdm Dian and the class need to do alot of catching up with the rest of the chapter since there will be a test on Chapter 7, 8, 9. Awesome. And for today's lesson, we did a revision on Chemical Bonding, which I find it easy after a few tries on the question.

D&T, didn't do the research which I suppose to do yesterday night due to lack of time. Therefore, Mdm Chua gave a permission for us to use the PC at the side of the class. I searched like hell for a product that might atleast help me. And I've found one!

Don't you find this super cool? :) :D Yep. And now, I have no idea how to find the circuits of this sensor cause I totally don't have these knowledge to do those kind of circuits. So how? This assignment is due on Monday and the scariest part is, the task is 100% of CA! Darn. :S

There's no Upper Sec Assembly today due to the prelims that are held in the hall. So we remained at class and did our own stuffs. Well, Ms Huang got our new sitting arrangements. Maybe to controll the noise level. Haha. And I sit beside Xue Yan. Perhaps I can work with her.

My bag is like full of stones. And due to my rajin-Ness, I brought my Biology, Chemistry and D&T textbooks, the top three of the lists which got empteen and thick pages. So cooooool. -_-"

I was extremely delighted when I see the Modern Dance notice board that there will be practice this Friday. Yess!! :D And talking about dance, me and some of the seniors will be joining for the Aces Day Workout since this year is my last year doing this kind of embarassing stuffs. :P And we're doing Yoga again to Nobody by Wonder Girls. I wonder how it looks like.. Haha.

I guess I better to my research and the rest of the homework now. Thank goodness I've finished Mathematics. :)

2009-08-18T14:22:00.004+08:00

Let me make this post fast. Because I still have my English Remedial in 20 minutes time.

School was alright. I really expected more during Biology class because I thought we are going to use a animal heart for the experiment. I know it sounds gross but seriously, that was my fav. Well, since only 5 out of 25(I'm one of the five. :P) brought the practical book, Ms Tan decided to cancel off the practical. Well furthermore, for that experiment, we must use pig's heart. So I guess it doesn't make a difference even Ms Tan cancelled off the experiment cause Muslims like me can't touch it. :P

I don't know why I feel like my eyes is heavy during D&T class. I mean, I find the lessons is not totally boring but I still I really have no idea why my eyes is sooooo heavy at that period. Mdm Chua even brought up about me being sleepy at class. She said, "Tired working and catching up at night?". Gurhh. She's trying to be sarcastic but it's okay. :P

Maths was awesome. We learned new chapter about bearing and the activity was.. horrendous. The triangles are just making me crazy. Plus, there's this teacher recording and taking pictures the whole lessons. All in all, maths was fantastic. :)

Gosh, I've got only 10 mins. I better get going..

2009-08-14T14:38:00.004+08:00

birthday presents. I'm certain that there's more. It's just me who forgets. :P

Let me summarize a little bit what I did for lessons today.

Biology

Learn about the structure of heart and how our heart works. It's really fun looking at those animation about the cycle of how heart pumps the blood to the rest of the body.. :D Looking forward for the experiment using animal hearts on Tuesday. :)

Geography

Mrs Chew lectured about the new chapter. And her lecturing really makes me feel bored and made me aiming my head at the table and doze off. Until Wani smack me and make me realised that I'm still at class.

Mathematics

Test was good enough to pass for an okay. Well maybe I can say it's manageable. And thanks to me for the last minute revisions I did during in the middle of the night yesterday when I'm absent from class during my one week MC. I guess memorising those formulas really helps me to earn atleast one point.

Mother Tongue

Waste half an hour and for the another half an hour, learned how to start an expository essay. Bell rings and that's it. :)

To you:

Well I guess you tried to use someone else in order to deceive me. I know all your ploy. Your unsophisticated ploy because of jealousy. Maybe you just can't accept the fact that maybe I'm just better than you. You know, from your facial expressions, I just so know you from your eyes. You tried to faked it all up just in order to satisfy your resentment, which doesn't even brings you anywhere but making people a hatred towards you. You are a traitor, in contrast. So I guess I'm ready to become responsive enough to make you realised who you are. Like omigod, wake up? Faking up about the higher authority saying bad about me was clear enough that you are envying me. What now? I guess I should stop trusting you ever again. Because of your stupid move, you make me lose all your trusts, trying to betray each of us, one by one. Do whatever you like, cause you are not making a good leader. Your attitude really makes me like wanna shake you until you realised what have you done. One word, reflect please? Okay, that's two words. -_-"

After I've lost contact with the person that brings most of us a mislead about you, even myself, I guess I should start accepting you back as a best friend. If you think you're back for a change, I guess I'm ready to get along with you and help you in whatever you need, all over again if possible. Yes, I should learn to forgive others if they really wanted to reform themselves for their own good, like what I've did now. :)

End of Year exams is just in less than a 3 months time. And I've shortlisted what things I need to get it done in order to achieve my goals. This is totally not an easy work because basically this takes time for me to absorb all the things I need to memorize in my head and sit for the examinations with mentally and physically prepared. Do you think I'm ready for the tough challenges to achieve what I want? I guess my answer is a yes. :D

I've typed enough. What say you? :)

2009-08-13T15:01:00.002+08:00

Since I've got no better stuffs to do, it's best if I do this survey rather than doing nothing..

1) Are you single or attached?
- I'm answering for the sake of answering. Single.

2) Do you have a person you like?
- Haha. Elaborate "like"?

3) What is the name of the person you're in love with?
- omg. please give proper questions next time. :P

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- My mum. Like durhh. Don' t tell me my "one and only" don't know how to swim? Hahahahaha!

5) Have you ever hugged someone before?
- Yes. Girlfriends. :)

6) Do you love your parents?
- -.-"

7) Will you hug the one you love?
- Untill our marriage. :P

8) Will you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Depends.

9) Are you jealous now?
- Yes! Jealous with Atrisya(Syasya), my dance junior for having awesome english. Kay what a shame of me. :P

10) Who is the last person that messaged you?
- Firdaus.

11) Who is your clique?
- Dancemates and Classmates. To be exact for classmates, those girls from 3 serve.

12) Do you want babies in future?
- I know I'm not supposed to think bout these now but why not? I would loveeeeee to have my own babies.... :D:D

13) Do you prefer McDonalds, KFC, Long John Silver, burger king or coffee shop?
- Do you mean, coffee shop=hawker centre? If yes then it's definitely all of the above. :)

14) Do you sniff glue?
- Sisir malaikat 44!

15) Do you smoke?
- No? Smoking sucks. I swear.

16) If your girlfriend/boyfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
- Cry my lungs out and locked myself in my room, without eating nor drinking... CRAZY! I'm not that typical kind heartbroken girl. If my boyfriend played 2-timer, and that shows that his heart is not loyal to me, so I guess it's best if we broke up. There's no point in continuing the relationship.

17) Which CCA are you in now?
- Modern Dance.

18) If you're rich, what will do?
- Shower my parents with luxury and their life would be the most comfortable ever. Shopping? And of course I would donate some amount of it to the charity.

19) If the one you love, held your hand what'll you do?
- I would only held my hand back if we're already married. :P If not, then I guess I shouldn't held my hand back to him? Hahahahahahaha!!

20) If the one you love, reject you. What'll you do?
- I will never tell the person that I love him. Even if I love him sooo much, I would still remain silent and keep it a secret. Only him should confess it to me first. :P Wow, this is tough. :P

21) What is your favourite cartoon character/s?
- Powerpuff girls and Spongebob Squarepants. :D

22) Friendship or Love?
Love is a very good moment and feelings to have. But unfortunately, love doesn't exists in my life at my young age now. So I guess it's Friendship. :)

23) Cookie Monster or Elmo?
- Hey, Cookie Monster looks interesting... :D

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
- Computer. Laptop in 2 years time. After I've got into Poly. Amin! :D

25) Do you like lollipops?
- Extremely yes. :D

26) Do you have a diary?
- Yes, full of bitter moments, happiness and my furious feelings.

27) There's an admirer of yours and he won't die hard. What will you do?
- What's die heart?

28) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
- Well, I would ask him why he would want to make this hasty decision and then look for a solution.

29) Are you blur?
- All the time. :)

30) If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
- Not interested. I still prefer black. :P

31) Who is the last person you chatted at MSN?
- Syahirah Eerah. :D

32) How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
- Guys, not really. Girls, alot of times. Especially that pity Sahira. Haha!

33) If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?
- There's no point of continuing the relationship. The best way, breakup. Hey why is it always bf/gf questions?! I hate it..

34) What school are you in?
- Pioneer Secondary School. And I have no regrets in joining that wonderful awesome school.

35) Tag 10 besties or friends to do this quiz.
- Well for me, I would recommend all the people at my affliates. :P

Time for homework.

Time check: 3:59pm.

2009-08-10T21:43:00.011+08:00

After going through alot of hardships, every moments that bring a learning experience for me to learn, bitter moments, just with a blink of an eye, atlast I'm fifteen. :) Time is fast. I just hope a year older for me brings me to be a better person and perhaps my maturity mindset also should be a step higher too. :P

I received alot of wishes at midnight today. I would like to thank those people who wished me and thank you for the encouragement words and well wishes that you'll send me via message. Not only message, Haikal even called me and sing for me the birthday song! xD I really really appreciate you people and may god bless you'll. Amin. :)

Today family celebrated my birthday. (who else other then family. -_-") Overall, I guess it's really a good one to be kept as memories. Me and sis, my 1 year old cousin and dad celebrated together our birthday at once today since our birth dates is sooo closed to each other. Well for presents, I've got a Stile Donna perfume and a nice tshirt from dad. I also received something from Auntie which I never ever thought before. And dad, thank you again for the 10 bucks that you gave me as another present for my birthday. :D Alhamdullillah. :) And oh, if god give me the opportunity to share my birthday cake with friends tomorrow, insyaallah I will try my best to bring it. :D by the time recess, kek dah melt.. -_-"

Birthday bash. :P

Afternoon, did my assignments since I know I will die at school tomorrow if I didn't complete my homework and also, it will continue stacking up. So as a good girl, trying to focus on my homework without any disturbance, I manage to complete my assignments within 3 hours. Brother Azlan who is sitting at sister's table behind me also helped me with the difficult maths and chemistry questions.

Me: Shah. (I called bro azlan that)
Bro Azlan: Ahhh? (while playing counterstrike)

Me: Ni mcm maner? (dragging my chair nearer to sis table and show bro the question)

Bro: (He continue playing until the game is finish)

Me: *Wait and watch him playing counter strike

Bro: Ah aper dier?

And the cool-Ness is, I keep repeating that cycle and I just realised that I've been disturbing Brother! :P :P

I've got to get ready for school tomorrow. :)

2009-08-08T15:56:00.002+08:00

Hee! :D

Iffah and Shahirah baru balik parade gi pasar.. Haaha! :D

First of all, I wanna wish to dad HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY! :D I swear he has been a great father to me all this while since I appear on this earth. His understanding and the discipline he thought us really helps us to be a better and useful person. I just hope he will have a long life and healthy always. We love you dad! :D

Haha! National day parade at school yesterday was awesome!! Seriously mcm concert!!! :D:D Everybody shouted and cheer like mad. Including me! :D And the NCDCC group during the march in and march past was fantastic. :D All in all, I had fun enjoying the National Day parade yesterday. :D I still remembered Mr Subash said this, "If you'll never make noise today you'll cannot go home." Hahahahahahahahahaa! :D

As you can see from the pictures, we went to Gek Poh prime since Sahira wanted to buy some stuffs as told by her mum. So me, Shahirah and Iffah followed Sahira and helped her with the kitchen stuffs and etcetera. Sumpah kecooooohhhhhh!!! And at that time, Prime was tuning in Lush 98.7fm, and there's Hush Hush song by Pussycat Dolls being played. So as usual, I sing to the song and dance like mad, untill Iffah said, "Diam larr ziqah! Kau bising kau tahu tk..". :P :P

I had tuition today, instead of tomorrow. Since tomorrow is a public holiday, mum decided to have tuition today since tomorrow perhaps we will be going out. Well, tuition today was somehow excellent and good enough to pass for an okay.

I'll be going to Jurong Point half an hour later with whoever my family members who will be going. We wanted to find present for my 1 year old cousin and my dad. So I guess I will have to get going now...

2009-08-06T20:42:00.007+08:00

Make-up lesson. :)

my hari raya cloth. :D i loveeeee the colour. :)

Since I've still got my weekends and public holiday to complete my assignment, I thought of on-Ning the computer for awhile and update my blog for you readers sake. :) And here I am. :) Well furthermore I need to do my research on Ideas Generation for D&T. -_-" :P

Since I wanted to look for my red tee for tomorrow's national day observance ceremony event, me and mum went to jurong point this afternoon, right after I had my siesta (semangat Singapore sikit :P). Basically me and mum have been looking around jurong point for hang ten shops for almost 20 minutes since I thought there would be nice polo tee there. But we decided not to waste time since tonight mum and the rest had to recite the Yassin prayers. (excluding me for certain reasons. you people should know. :P). So we rushed to Giordano, OP and few other shops around there to look for my tee. And my eyes were attracted to one of the tees at Net shop. It's nice. So $Kaching!$. And we bought fo sister to since she want to semangat Singapore besok also. :P And, and I saw Shidah! :D She hot, hot. :P

After buying my tees, we proceed to Chameleon since I wanted to buy hairbands there. Then went to Mr Bean to buy Bro Along beancurd. Homed at 7:33pm. :P

Lessons was as usual. It's just that I couldn't explain to you readers by words how busy I am to catch up with the others. Especially those assignments and the new topic learned. Everyday, I will have to complete the extra assignments for my own good too and I will have to sacrifice my sleep. I can't do anything, but just smile and accept the very busy situation I'm currently having now. Oh well, now that's called a FULL TIME STUDENT. :D :D

As you can see from the picture above, mum had just bought my Hari Raya cloth at Bugis a few days back. And this time, I planned to make Baju Kurung since I've got alot of Baju Kebaya and Songket already. Hahah, and it's in blue! :D I love it, I love it. :) Another lace kebaya for me soon! :)

Things get the another way round after what I wanted appears to be a different explanations for my Third Eye project. I couldn't get what I wanted and to find those sensors or device the blind really need cause my device is outstanding. *kening naek2. Haha, basically my idea didn't even exists before. So here am I to help those blind people and make their life easier! And not to forget, I will become the worlds best designer and I'll be rich!

-_-". I know I'm exaggerating. Just a typical kind of girl who wants to achieve the dreams. INSYAALLAH! :D

2009-08-02T13:49:00.008+08:00

Mum just couldn't understand me. She keeps me telling me to do this and that, especially those house chores and she does not know what's the meaning of REST. Like every second and minute she ask me to do all her stuffs, as if I'm sooooo free. And I've just finished my tuition half an hour ago, and she expect me to work as a robot non-stop? Okay wait, I know those house chores is all my job as a young lady to do. But you know, I also have a time limit to do what am I supposed to do and I'm not a housewife! This is totally not fair. :( :@

I totally hate the environment at the house at the meantime. Like freak, the messy house don't totally mesh with my personality/type. It's like I'll have to locked my assignments and stuffs at my drawer. Which totally not necessary for me to do all the time.

I swear only god knows how busy my schedule is going to be tomorrow and the rest of the week. And I definitely have to manage my hectic schedule well and organized. Looks like I'll have to sacrifice my good stuffs at the meantime, which I think it takes time for the new adaptation.

I've just create my Twitter account yesterday night. And I don't totally see what's the purpose of tweeting. Like just type what you're doing now? That's all? Might as well I "tweet" it at facebook, which I find it super handy. I'm sure there might be other stuffs to do at Twitter whic I don't know. I need some brief explanation. :P

All in all I guess I've got a clearer picture of what's the meaning of life now. To get high education, get stable jobs and of course build a happy family then educate my children. Not to forget I'll have to make my parents happy and for sure I'll make them life great. I'll also have to educate myself to religious which I think it's necessary for me to do and of course to people out there. And why the hell I'm broughting up this topic?

I just hate when mum said "tarian" instead of dance. It's like no class. No offence. :P

I guess I had typed enough.

My feelings is playing around with me. Two good people is blocking my way. I'll have to pick one to bring along with me, which I think that person I picked is the best person ever in my life.

2009-08-01T18:29:00.003+08:00

I can breathe with relief now. My tuition homework is almost done. Just left with one question that currently me and Amirah are cracking our brains together. And amazingly, I manage to complete almost all the question, without the help of anybody! And it's examination paper 1 from my assestment book! Oh wow. Yeah, you readers might think this is soooo no big deal. But for me, this is sooooo damn big deal for me because this shows I'm making an improvement on Maths! Yay! :D

My 4 year old and 1 year old cousins from Malaysia had arrived here a few hours back. (Daily readers might now who am I referring to.) And within a few hours, the house is already full of mess, teddy bears all over, cushions on the floor and more disarray stuffs that makes me a little bit frustrated whenever I see all those things. You know, kids just couldn't sit still. Or maybe I should brand them as toddlers at the meantime. -_-" Do whatever you want I don't even care a single bit, but don't you both dare to rip off my homework and steal my things! :P

Believe it or not, teachers send the homeworks and stuff that I missed a week ago by post. -_-". I know that's totally ridiculous!! This is the first time I overcome those things happening when I'm on MC. And in that envelope, I will have to do notes on geography and social studies, complete the maths worksheet and more! Wow. Total awesome.

Crime Watch time! :D

2009-07-31T15:42:00.007+08:00

yang paling lawa, tulah haziqah. haha! jkjk. :P
I was stretching my whole body on the bed, when I started to realised that it's already 12:20pm. By the time my eyes is fully open, mum already started to shout from the kitchen, "Iqa! Bangon!!! Da pukul braper ni?!". It's like the whole house was shaking. Then from there, I quickly get up and rushed to the toilet to have a bath before mum started to nag again. :P

As usual, my daily boring routine never change. Woke up, house chores, computer, eat. And the cycle continues. I miss dance practice like alot. I can predict that they are surely having fun now. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I've still got my tuition homework to be done. Chemistry test on Tuesday and surely there will be a few other tests coming up.

And now I'm off to play before my busy schedule started to haunt me again next week. xD :D
Liyana! Remember, tonight eh! :D Call me! :)

2009-07-31T01:58:00.005+08:00

I've changed skin. So how? Slightly better? :D

It's 1:58am. Mum's gonna kill me if she finds me staring at this computer screen at this late hour. Basically I can't sleep and shut my eyes. Books and worksheets are all over my table and I don't totally find it an urgency to clean up those mess. Well, there's still this thing called "tomorrow". ;)

Currently I'm chatting with Liyana. Good thing she's here with me if not I would find myself world is total of boredom.

Life have been great lately. Well I mean not great in a way I'm enjoying myself at home but things currenltly happening now are going on smoothly. No homeworks, no revisions. Pretty much everything. :)

Alright I guess it's best if I shut down my computer now, get to my table and plan on what to do tomorrow morning. I really need a good schedule to prevent last minute things going on.

2009-07-30T18:33:00.002+08:00

Basically the reason why most of you couldn't access to my blog recently because I private it for awhile because I'm currently fixing the problem of my codes and all the latest links and etc. So for those who I forgot to link and relink all that, inform me. :)

I waste 2 to 3 hours finding the perfect blogskin to replace my lost skin. -_-" And since it takes a long time, I decided to use the old skin that I've saved the codes before at Microsoft Word. So just bear with the old skin first readers..

I'm tired.

2009-07-29T17:14:00.003+08:00

In estimate, I think I've been complaining to mum about the pathetic lessons and stuffs I missed at school for millions of times. Blame for that stupid damn germs that conquered my whole body and make me weak. Well, barely I'm not weak because practically I'm strong enough to kill all those unhygienic germs by going to my room, dressed like a dancer, act as if I'm at stage and part of the Pussycat Dolls team and dance like nobody business. (kay, I know you'll might think I'm crazy) So I guess that totally explains why I'm not feeling good only on Monday(the day I started to feel sick) whereas I've got a one whole week MC. [winks*]

You'll might thought that the rest of the week I'm enjoying myself at home. Your wish. -_-" Definitely I'm not having a good time at home because I will have to stick with the house chores that I will have to do every morning. Like freak, I would rather go for the boring lessons rather than doing all these stuffs that totally is out of my schedule on weekdays. If all these continues till next week, I bet I'll die of boredomness pretty soon.

Basically I'm still coughing. Cough*. Running nose too. But all these didn't totally stop me from doing everything I wanted. I missed ngaji for 3 times this week, (Kalau tak skarang dah abes bacer 15 lines da! Ish!). due to my menstruation that come slightly earlier this month. And of course I'm gonna miss my Yaasiin tomorrow night. Yaaaasiiiiiiiin walquraniilhakiiiiim. Innakalaminal mursalin alaa siratiim mustaqiiiim (I totally didn't refer to the book!). (Wah, dah boleh jadi Usztazah Haziqah!) [Bedek arh]. :P :D

I've been trying to find a way to come to school back within my MC period. Because I'm totally back to normal! Seriously. I asked mum whether I can called the school and ask whether I can come back to school tomorrow. But mum said there's no point cause I've got no power to persuade my teacher. You expect me to go and find Ms Huang and strangle and shake her and say, "I wanna come school, I wanna come school tomorrow!!!!!!!" then after she say yes, then I let her down. Crazy! Hey, if that works, ape salahnyer kalau nk cuber kan? Haha! Okay, I'm going a little bit cranky. :P

I miss class, I miss classmates, I miss boring lessons, I miss teachers, I miss waking up in the morning, I miss wearing my uniform, I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT SCHOOL!!! Ni lah akibatnyer kalau tk datang skola tiga hari. :P

Okay, I'm done here. :D

2009-07-28T10:14:00.001+08:00

SICK. MC for a week. I'm gonna miss alot of lessons and the DANCE practice this Friday! In any case if there's assignments given by friends, I still have to complete it no matter what..

I'll be back readers.

2009-07-24T21:04:00.004+08:00

I had fun during dance practice today. And I really enjoyed myself dancing that Bollywood dance. Bnyk gelek2, I like! :D Amazingly, we managed to learned alot of steps between 2 hours!You readers were lucky. Cause I manage to record the Bollywood dance me and the seniors dance together. Haha! :D Don't comment on my dancing! Cause I know I didn't did well. I was just having fun and shiok sendiri. :D and oh, from the left : Shasha, Me(at the back!), Fadillah, Aishah(in black) and Adlin!

Then, after alot of dancing, I happened to do some strecthing when suddenly Vanessa brought up the ballet dance. And so, I saw Vanessa dancing the ballet dance which was soooo graceful and beautiful! I happened to have a try and I ask Vanessa to record of me doing it so I know how well I do it. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my ballet shoes, so the best thing is to put my socks on during doing that turning. So tada! Melayang saner, melayang sini. Hahah! Don't laugh uhh. :P

Okay, so I guess it's enough for today's post. :D Goodbye! :)

2009-07-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

I've just got home from my English remedial. Still with my uniform on. Mum, Sis and Dad went to Boon Lay and Jurong Point since Sis Irah wanted to have her phone repaired. I thought of catching up with them at Jurong Point after my remedial but since there's a lot of complication to handle between me and Sahira plans, so I guess the easiest route to solve this problem is cancel the wish of going to Jurong Point with Mum and Sis. But of course, I'm definitely not okay with this because I'm gonna miss the shopping spree. :(

My day started off with a very boring lesson. Biology. I swear only god knows how desperate I am to get out of the class and waited and waited for the class to end. I tried to give my fullest attention to Ms Tan but it seems that whenever I started to gain concentration, there must be something that wiped off my concentration and brings me to my dreamland. Seriously, I wanna Ms Felicia Tay to teach us back. And I really expected more for the Bio lesson tomorrow as we are heading to the lab to have our practical. Experiments about whatever enzymes s*it.

The best lesson for today is D&T. Although it might be a theory, but I find it quite interesting about how to generate ideas. Plus, with Mdm Chua kind of games, it adds up the fun. The instruction was to sketch out a product/device for children who knows how to count but don't know what is the number when they were shown a number 1. So my device was kind of simple. Hmm, can't say that the design was creative because my design was stolen by a "friend" which she was seated infront of me! She stole my design and Arni's and combined it together! !@#$% Freak. But somehow, my design was still the best than hers because she don't totally don't have the originality and think creative and furthermore, her design was my design and arni's and so credit to us because we are cool enough for you. :P Alright back to the game. We were seated in a circle and our design were passed to the person on our left. So when we already gotten our friend's design, we need to improvised the design. This continues on and on until we get our design back. I was so shocked to get my design back because it was destroyed by my classmates! But although it was kind of weird, I find it interesting though. :) And definitely I'm so not going to use this method for my folio next year. :P

Maths test was manageable. All I can say it was a good one to pass for a moderation. Except for question one which was the hardest ever. Well the thing that really freaks me out is when I see Feefa face full of regrets because she cancelled the whole answer whereas the answer is correct. Oh my god feefa, please don't do that again..

Mother Tongue test tomorrow and I'm so not prepared.

2009-07-18T21:12:00.030+08:00

Masjid Al-Iman. :)

I swear the heels is freakin nice. :D

Rifdi Irfan. :) My cousin son. :P Haha.

Nurul, one of my active cousin from Malaysia. ;P

Sis extra!

Sis extra lagi! Grrr.. -_-"

Mishel and Irfan! :P

Let the pictures do the talking for today. And oh, I had fun at cousins wedding ceremony just now! :D

And no tuition tomorrow due to headache. :P

Goodbye! :)

2009-07-17T17:26:00.008+08:00

The picture above is some stuffs that Bro Azlan had teach me when I asked him what he actually learned at poly. So yeah, click the picture above for larger view. :P

Last day of school was supposingly to be a great one, enjoying the last time or minutes after almost for the whole week studying very hard.. So Friday was kind of a slacking day for me. But eventually today was a very great catastrophe due to my strong headache that really effect my concentration in class and also I could not enjoy talking with my classmates. All I could do was, just shut my eyes, massage my head and praying, hoping the strong headache will be gone soon. But my expectations was wrong as that headache continues even I reached home and even after I woke up from my siesta. I bet I'm gonna have fever pretty soon. :P

I screwed Biology test today. Basically my test was effected due to my headache of course. Okay, enough of headache. -_-" That Biology trainee teacher of mine really don't understand what's the meaning of "basic-modern-learning". We were studying for our Transport in Plants test and then she started teaching the Digestive topic. Like as if people wanna hear her lectures. Well, she is really talking to the wall. No offence Ms Tan. :P

I will be going to my cousins wedding event tomorrow. So I will have to finish my assignments and task(especially that expository essay!) by today if time allows. So good luck homework-ING tonight haziqah. -_-"

Problems after problems came up to my mind. Like seriously she couldn't even dare to make an attempt to overcome her problems. Then she started blaming us for her stupid grave mistake and make it an excuse. Like freak, I'm super pissed off with her childlish or so called unsophisticated attitude. Oh god, wake up please? When are you going to remained like this?

Time to get busy.

2009-07-16T18:40:00.013+08:00

I know my blog is dead. Really dead. Well as usual I really have no time for computer or even television these days with huge number of assignments piling up day by day since tests is coming up. But you'll should be really happy now because I manage to squeeze this computer time on my hectic schedule. So smile. :)

I couldn't stand my strong headache that is really killing me now. Plus, with my sore throat and flu, it's just make things go worst. I swear I couldn't concentrate in class today.

Lessons was pathetic. I had to slap my face and tell myself "focus haziqah" and continue writing the expository essay notes shown at the powerpoint slides which is done by Ms Chua. I swear Ms Chua, the temporary English teacher of mine really freaks me out whenever she got panicked about the essay that we're going to do. And the part that I hate most, Ms Chua told us that the essay must be due tomorrow. Cool or what? You know how long it takes for me to do a good composition? Five hours! Pfft.

I need some siesta. :) Goodbye people. :)

2009-07-10T20:51:00.003+08:00

edited by PRIYA. thanks PRIYA! :D

School was alright at the meantime. Millions of assignments still piling up my desk and definitely I will have to complete it during my weekends. Currently I'm doing my research on climate change for my English informative essay. Seriously I really wanna do well for this essay

because it will be included in my SA1 marks. So I really have to put a big effort for this essay as I really want to get good grades for English! :D Amin.

Aishah, Shasha, Adlin and myself sent ourselves to the library to do our homework. Well not really to do their homework but I know they are accompanying me to do my homework because I really can't study at home due to my environment. I'm not saying that my home environment is not good but I extremely prefer the library than studying at home. And Aishah discovered that our empty stomach really helps us to concentrate even more! :D Wahh!! :D

Adlin and Shasha went home early. So it's left with me and Aishah. We went to Jurong Point and have our late lunch right after I finished my maths tution homework questions. We had our lunch at banquet and then Priya and Hazwani joined us. And then Wani told me that he saw Salamah, my primary school friend. And since I missed talking to her, I decided to greet her and ask for her number to keep contact and also I too don't want to miss the golden opportunity since once in a while we met. :D!

So far no other plans for weekends. Just need to complete my assignments as soon as possible. :) I'm feeling lethargic. I wanna have a rest. :) Bye bye! :)

2009-07-08T15:22:00.006+08:00

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Kindergarten 2. See, I graduate already uhh. Haha! I know I'm cute xD! :D Jkjk. :P
Primary 4. 4th row extreme right. Hee!

Primary 6. PSLE oiii.

Secondary 1. All the slengs. Haa! :D

Outstanding achievement for D&T. Pioneer day celebrations at Republic Polytechnic. 2007. :)

Secondary 2. :P

SECONDARY 3!!! Yayy!!!!!!! :D:D

Haha, random post. I wanna go off to sleep. Enjoy my class photo pictures! :D

2009-07-04T13:54:00.006+08:00

So far, school was great. But as usual, alot of assignments was given since we got an extra one day break after the weekends due to the youth day holiday. Grr, teachers will never change. Huuh.

Overall, lessons was quite alright at the moment. Just that I can't concentrate fully for yesterday lessons due to my menstrual stomach cramp. Worst still, its my first day of my PMS. So from the first lessons till the end, I can't stop squeezing my stomach. I swear, this sucks alot..

Right after school yesterday, me and my dancemates went to McDonalds to have a long chat. Then after that Adlin planned to watch the movie "Drag me to Hell" at her crib. So since my stomach cramp is killing me, I planned not to go and decided just to rest at home. Grrr.

Cuurently I'm enjoying my chocolate chip ice-cream. I swear I've not been enjoying this wonderful "feast" before since a few months. Oh, this is great! :D

Brother Azlan have been sick since the past one week. His high fever really makes me don't want to get close to him. Haah. And the disadvantage of him sick is, I cannot ask him any of my maths questions. So, recover fast Bro! :D And for the past one week, I've been eating vegetables and stuffs like hospital food at home. Huuuh.

My time is up using brother laptop. So goodbye readers! :D

PS: I'm sorry S _ _ _ I

2009-07-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

I've been a busy schoolgirl since the past few days. No one will know my feelings(except classmates who got the same huge numbers of homeworks as me) how freaking stress I am completing those assignments in the middle of the night while the rest of the family members sleeping comfortably. You know, at times, I feel like crying, scared I couldn't finish those assignments but my strong attitude and the support from friends really help me alot. The assignments is too much for me but I will have to adapt with this situation because these will last me till the end of the year for sure. Or perhaps it will continue like this till the end of next year. After O levels. :O

I've just completed my Maths and Biology which is due tomorrow. And this all happens after I sacrifice my afternoon nap, spending time at the school library, doing homeworks with classmates. Seriously this is a very good opportunity for me to recap the topics that I've given to teachers back. Ahaha. And since I've got a busy schecdule right after the last bell rang today, I forget the meeting I have with Mrs Chew right after school. I realised it at 3pm. So since I don't want any delays, I text Mrs Chew where should I meet her. So she planned to come at the library since I'm already there and furthermore there's computer at the library so it is easier for her to point out what are my task. I'm home at around 5 plus.

I will be joining cross country as competitive runner on 17 June. And seriously I'm not sure whether I could get one of the top 5 again. Haha. And furthermore, still got no plans of having some training. So I guess this time I only can dream of getting a top 5. Laughs.

I wanna watch prison break. I will get Scylla! No worries! XD!

2009-06-28T15:29:00.004+08:00

The Piano House. My favourite. :D

The Basket Building.

Museum Moderner.

The Crooked House. I'll get a headache whenever I see this picture. Haha.

I founded these cool building pictures at the Newpaper newspaper today. So I decided to google it and share it to you readers as these really apply in my D&T stuffs. Well, how the architect building artists manage to do these awesome and fascinating buildings are definitely from the "shape borrowing" process. Like what I did in the last semester, turning a simple and unfascinating mp3 to a strawberry shaped and pink in colour. So, I'm borrowing a shape of a strawberry to get stuffs more interesting and attractive. Depends on each individual creativity that can improve the selling of the mp3. I've done alot of shape borrowing things and also some other processes like "SCAMPER" that can really help me to look the product more fascinating and any extra "gadjets" that might be really helpful to the users. So I guess these buildings are really a great inspirations for under-study students like me and who knows, I might built tall skycrapers with interesting shapes and also it will become the big attraction for tourists in 10 years time. So by then, you all will be lucky to know my blog and phone number. Laughs. :D :P

These long term breaks really changed me alot. I've learned alot of experiences that I've never overcome before and of course it changed my daily routine that for sure can adapt with the school life. I've been punctual for my self revision and surprisingly, my millions of holidays assignments are almost to the end! The tuition that mum gave me really helps me alot and now, I'm improving my algebra and maths. So this one month holiday was kind of worth it and it really changed me, totally. Credits to those who have been supporting me all these while, especially both my understanding parents. :)

I've learnt alot in tuition today. With my personality that is interested more in Maths, I have to complete the homework that is given by Kak Sarina. There's a damn whole lot of it so I guess I will have to start asking people tomorrow or maybe Ms Aishah about the many kinds of laws that is making me my head is really congested now. Haha.

Atlast, after days, months, years (da merepek eh zikkah), rotting at home and doing holidays assignments here and there, the big day that I've been waiting for had come tomorrow. SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D I really can't wait to see classmates and girlfriends tomorrow!!! YES!! :D:D I'm all ready for school! :):)

Now mum asked to get ready to go gek poh and buy some kitchen supplies. Have a good time readers! :)

2009-06-23T01:03:00.004+08:00

It's 12:56am right now and I still can't close my eyes shut and off to my lala land. The heat in the room really makes me feel uneasy to sleep and sweat alot. My empty stomach too is an another additional thing that makes me feel like ordering McDonalds 24/7 and then switch on the aircon and pull up my blanket. I wish that will happen but stop dreaming haziqah because I'm off to save the earth! Use the fan instead of aircon because watt save would be $50 dollars per month! :D

Everybody in the house except for brother azlan, had gone to sleep. So the sound in the room heard was only typing and messenger stuffs going on. I've done a little bit of research on algebraic laws for my tuition homework by the help of Fat'hil and the Sec 2 textbook that I borrowed from my neighbour next door. So my assignment was considered done. Woah. :D

You know, I feel a little bit surprised by what dad had gave me just now. I was hooked up at the television watching human spirit about dwarfism at okto when suddenly dad approached me and hand me $10 dollars. With typical questions on my mind, I took the ten dollars and said thank you, knowing that dad gave me that just for spending on entertainment purpose. Then I overheard dad said to mum that dad gave each of the family members, including mum, ten dollars each since dad just got his pay. Like omg this was a very rare stuffs ever happened to me. I'm not like rich people like you readers who always get your monthly allowance every month to spent. My family is just normal or in malay kosa kata called, sederhana. :D So about that ten dollars, I'm gonna save for my top up card. Heh! :D

I've been a loner since Sis off to her Survival Training Camp at Pulau Ubin. And the worse thing was that it's 3 days 2 nights. Freak. But the best thing was, I manage to conquer the whole bed and also "borrow" her pillows. Haha! *evil. And the very sad thing was, I couldn't say to her a last goodbye since she woke up like so freaking early. But instead of me saying her goodbye, I founded out that she gave me this farewell letter when I was flipping my foolscap and about to do my assignment. Haha, that makes me feel good. :)

Currently I'm playing typing-maniac at facebook at this late hour. It's superb brainless fun. Just that those scores I played among my facebook friends really makes me wanted to get to the top. Seriously typing those words was really not a good one for me as ever in my entire whole life, I've never overcome those words before. Oh, I just wish I could know the whole words and meanings in the dictionary. :(

I will end this post with a few words. I miss dancing. :((

2009-06-21T13:32:00.002+08:00

As you can see from the picture above, I've just perm my hair. :D Haha, like seriously, I look more matured than my previous image! Even mum said that. Haha. Somehow my day at Malaysia, Johore Bahru on Friday was kind of a nice outing. Especially when I see the price of the accesories, watches, etc there was like sooooooo damn cheap! I wish I can have RM$100 to spend there.. Woah, paradise! :D:D Alright so now, I really have to take care of my sensitive curls. :)

I've just finished tuition a few hours back. Like seriously, after attending the tuition, I just realised how weak I am in Maths. Like even this simple basic algebraic question I can't even think further and expand. Don't worry, now I'm in process of changing my status into EXPERT in maths. Hahahahahaha.

I will be going to Jurong Point with Mum and Sis to find Sister camp stuffs a few hours from now. And I will also get myself a new pair of school shoes. Yes yes! :D

I will be hitting library with Aishah or maybe Liyana in two separate days next week. So anybody wanna join? Strictly no guys! :P

2009-06-18T17:59:00.002+08:00

After more than two hours of doing Maths, now then I got a break. Without drink or food, many kinds of disturbance, I've stayed in the room and focus on my Maths like Solitary. Haha. Yesterday I slept at 3:30am, same as what I did just now, MATHS again. Maths have been my best friend all this while. And I've got 155 maths questions left and a few other worksheets. :O! After that, then I will concentrate fully on Chemistry. Damn.

Hahaha, I can't wait for tomorrow! Goodbye old hair! Hello new hair! :D

I'm hungry. I'm off to search for food at the kitchen. Alright, takecare readers! :D

2009-06-16T14:10:00.005+08:00

I've not been updating my blog for almost a week, and it totally explains that I'm really busy with tuition, family outing, assignments and many other things that are relevant with my daily life.

Alright, the pass two days, me and family except bro azlan, who cannot join us since he need alot of time to study for his test, went to Vivo to have a window shopping sight. So I told mum that at the third level there's this kind of water stuffs going on. So we decided to take a look there. And mum was surprised with the wonderful sight there and the strong wind which totally refresh us and stress-free. Haha. So I put in my leg at that warm water and I feel totally relaxed! Take pictures and so forth. After that, Dad planned to see laptops at this electronic shop. And I really find it really interesting and awesome! Bought myself a scarf and a pink necklace plus with earrings. So after that we planned to have early dinner at the nearby hawker centre near vivo. So after having my chicken cutlet, we headed to west bowl. Bowling! And I really regretted for using long skirt at that time. And as usual, my bowl will always headed to the longkang. Pfft.. Home around 10pm. And oh, here's the video when I played Bowling. I know it looks weird when I'm dressed like that.

Have I told you readers that I'm going to Malaysia this Friday to rebond and perm my hair? Haha, like seriously, I've been waiting for this opportunity. I hope there's no other plan that might disrupt my wish. Then there goes my plan! Grrrr..

Alright, let me just end here. Byee. :)

2009-06-10T17:58:00.008+08:00

Alright first of all, I wanna say sorry to you readers for making my blog lifeless. I've been very busy with birthday celebrations, family outing and of course holidays assignments. I know I'm excruciating to make you readers visit my blog but still remain with old posts. But don't worry, I'm gonna update and tell you readers about my daily routine starting on Friday, 5th June 2009.

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On 5 June, eventually it's mum and dad 21st anniversary of their marriage. So mum received a kind of small present from dad.. Like seriously, dad was sooo sweet and romantic! Dad gave mum a Bourjois brand lipstick and a few other small presents. Well, I just can wish mum and dad last long and be happy! I'm sooo glad to have you two as my parents. :)

Well, as usual that day was my last day of work. So I'm making use every second, every minute preciously and treasure it very well. In the morning we did nothing since our employer have not come at the shop early. So me and Kuan Hui thought of continuing our update-of-clients at the computer but eventually, we couldn't find that piece of paper. So we slack alot, chat chat and sit down, waiting for customers to come to our shop till afternoon. So in the afternoon, when our employer arrived, she said, "have you finished updating the clients name?". I said, "Not yet. We couldn't find the sheet". Then with her blur expression, she went to the table and found that list sheet under the computer table. You know, I was like, "Damn". Where can I hide my face? I'm seriously dissapointed because I couldn't do my job well. So 1 hour before our dismissal, my employer suddenly gave me 50 bucks when I'm doing the computer stuffs. So she said her last words and her goodbyes and from there, I happily took my bag from the cupboard, say goodbye to Kuan Hui and her friends and dash off to go home. I was like, YAY!! Atlast, it's over. You know, seriously, working life sucks. A piece of advice, treasure your school days because working is seriously not a good thing..

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6th June was my Uncle's birthday. So me and family went to his birthday party and enjoyed ourselves there at West Coast park. Was soo shagged there due to the hot weather. I entertain my little cousins, accompany them to McDonalds, playground and also joining them play. It was a very pleasing time for me to relax after a week of work and assignments all over.

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I rot at home the whole morning and afternoon. But in the evening, when dad came home, he showed brother a table tennis set. Then suddenly brothers went downstairs to play and so, me and sister joined. Like seriously, I enjoyed playing table tennis. Like for the first time we played, me and the other siblings played like badminton since we came from dad genes. A sports person. So after time passes by, I got the momentum of table tennis and find it quite interesting. Now I really look forward to play table tennis again! :D

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Stayed at home the whole day. Watch Guru Paarvai 3 at Vasantham Central at 9:30pm since the shooting take place at my school. I really like that show since it's full of suspense. And I just realised that my school was actually not that bad actually after their shoot at a few scenes. :) Well, I'm looking forward for the next show next week! The advertisement looks fun. Red Rhino here, Police there. :D And oh, for your info, the show called me up and say to come for the shooting. But instead, I rejected the offer since that time was exam time. So now, if they call me up again, I'm gonna accept their offer this time. :)

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Did nothing. Rot at home the whole day.

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I will be having maths tuition tomorrow. And I just hope with the tuition, it can help to pull my maths grades. And oh, I will be going Malaysia next Thursday to Rebond and Perm my hair since I've got my work allowance already. So I'm going to get a new hairstyle! :D

I will stop here. Takecare readers! :D

2009-06-04T21:20:00.010+08:00

3rd day of work.

4th day.

I'm all shagged after a day at work today. All I can do was to just take a deep breath and just bear with the work which need full of memory and thinking. Furthermore, I will end so called "work" tomorrow. So no use of me giving up now and at the meantime, I will just have to continue working my last day of work tomorrow and treasure my working experiences which will be left behind as memories and also learning experiences that can be use for my future career.

These few days, my employer was kind of in a good mood. She will always gave me and Kuan Hui early dismissal. And for today, early dismissal too but not as early as the previous days. But today was kind of special because I got study tips from my own employer! She started off with the question, "how was your Mid Year exams?". Then I started to answer, "I failed badly." From there onwards, she started to explain how she study smart method and of course how human behave in a way that make human really wanted to give up. I still remember her words. "If people can do the question that you cannot do, then there must be some part that you don't understand. Humans thinking are really the same and maths is easy!" From here words, I started to realise that it was kind of true. So from now on, I will have to start using her method that I think it might be useful and helpful to me that might pull up my grades even a little. :)

At the meantime, no plans after my industrial attachment for june holidays. There's even no dance practice. But this is also a good advantage for me as now I will have more time for revisions and not to forget, millions of holidays assignments. I've completed some of them but the rest seems too difficult or maybe it's just that I'm dumb? Uh, whatever. My top priority now is studies and holidays assignments. Nothing other than that. And now, I really have the support to continue achieving and pursuing for my goals even though I've fall alot of times. Nothing can stop me..

2009-06-02T20:47:00.005+08:00

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2nd day (today) of "work". :D

Industrial Attachment at West Coast Plaza was amazingly fun! And oh, I've got no time to lose. I still got alot of homeworks to do. I will update when I've my free time yeah. All I can afford now is showing you'll the pictures. Have fun! :D

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2009-05-30T20:51:00.005+08:00

I spent my Saturday evenings doing my D&T sketches. I still got one more sketch to go and then I'm done. Like seriously, I don't know whether my drawing is up to standard or not because definitely I'm not an art student! Can't teachers see? I'm not and art student but eventually I'm a D&T student. I wonder why D&T got to do with art? It just doesn't make any commensense. Our job is just to make a product or device that can help people in their disabilities. The part that we started drawing is of course sketching our product or device. Which is beyond others thinking that doesn't even relates with the environmet object. So now, what I am exactly doing?

I am looking forward for Monday as I got the Industrial attachment thing. Like omigod, I still can't bear rotting at home and just doing worksheets and help mum with the house chores. I know that's my job as a daughter to do all that but I also need a break with these stuffs.

After seeing the MYE results slip over and over again, I started to really realised it's really time for me to buck up. Maybe the hard work that I did to achieve my standard was not enough. Well for sure these June holidays was really the best time for me to pull up my socks. With the help of my prayers and family friends, who knows maybe this time I manage to overcome it. And definitely, I'm going to send myself at the library with friends to improve on my weakness. Anybody? So Haziqah, are you ready to start anew back? Yes, I really am. :D

June holidays are already here and of course the international students in my class will be going back to their hometown. There are alot of international students in my class from different countries. So what I decided was, I told each people from different countries to take a picture of their hometown or country and send me by e-mail. So from there, I can see god's awesome creation as I didn't get and opportunity to go there and see it myself. But my conversation was heard by Mrs Chew. So since Mrs Chew already know my plans, she decided to help me with it too. :) Since she's have been travelling all over the world, she got the pictures of Egypt, China and more! Mannn, I can't wait for her and the others to send me those pictures. :D

And oh readers, I've got my new e-mail. ha.zikkah@live.com :) I'll end here. Bye bye. :)

2009-05-30T01:01:00.004+08:00

Holiday Assignments

1) English, Comprehension text.
2) D&T assignment at E-tutorial, Pioneer Place
3) 10 sketches at sketch book (D&T)
4) Maths worksheets: Algebra (200 questions)
Sketching of graphs
Maths Online Test
Functions and Graphs
5) Chemistry, Brochure
6) Biology Case Study

Enjoy haziqah. -_-"

Time check: 1:02am

2009-05-29T21:40:00.011+08:00

Alot of things have been happening lately. So let's start from Tuesday. (:

Tuesday, 260509

I remembered on Tuesday night that Sekar is flying off to Australia on the following day. So before I went off to bed, I text Sekar for the great things he had done for me and everything else. Overall, I think he's awesome although I only know him since the beginning of the year. I won't ever forget you Sekar!

Wednesday, 270509

That day was somehow my happiest day and all the lessons was the best and humorous! First period was PE. So as usual, I ran around the track again and helping people to pursue and finish running the 2.4km run. Second was Mother Tongue. And we continued watching Ayat-Ayat Cinta. It's a very nice movie! Third period was Geography. We learned new topic, Coast. I don't know why that day suddenly I began active so I decided to share the class about my experiences at the Sea and what I observed geographically. Like seriously, I enjoyed learning that topic. Then after recess was English. For the first time ever we did Amazing Race, running around the school like mad people. And thankfully I wore my PE tshirt under my uniform. So I wasn't feeling that bad. My group was Feefa, Vanessa and Wani, who injured her knee during PE. So for that race sake, Wani sacrificed her leg by running around, climbing the staircase and hoping to win for the group. Haha. And our hardwork, finding mirrors around the school, asking canteen vendors questions and of course singing to Miss Azizah, the librarian, we manage to clinched third! For a reward, we got chocolate from Scotland which was freakingly, amazingly, wonderfully delicious!! :) Yeap. And and for Biology, we continued watching "Outbreak" with a ending happy story. :) And Upper Sec Assembly was the best thing ever. The speaker from somewhere don't know where talked about the conflicts we had with our neighbouring countries, Malaysia and Indonesia. Well, Singapore deal it with a easy-going way. Somehow I started complaining to Erizza who is seating beside me about how not-proffesionally-dealed our neigbouring countries dealwith people of Singapore. We talked about the Preda Blanca, the small Island which we were fighting and of course the Causeway. Okay, I don't want to elaborate more. Cause if I do, I won't finish talking until tomorrow. Hah. :)

Thursday, 280509

Lessons was totally boring. Except for D&T. We must do this circuit and as usual it's fun. Parents teacher meeting was held that afternoon. So I ask the permission for early leave from the teacher who was teaching us Bollywood dance during dance practice. I only can learn a few eights. Overall the Bollywood dance was exciting and lovely. So met up mum and meet Ms Huang. Surprisingly I failed badly for MYE this time. I even failed my overall percentage. After seeing the results, I almost cry but luckily I manage to hold it longer and furthermore I don't see what's the point of me crying because what's done cannot be undone. Since mum wanted to see Ms Aisha about my maths, we waited for her until I realised that dance practice is over. So Ms Aisha told my mum about all those good comments and stuffs and how I can manage to overcome my Maths. Yep. Then after the meeting, met up Aishah and the rest at Gek Poh Mcdonald. So went back at 6 and rushed bathing and putting on my Uniform to go for the Motivational talk for parents and students. Meet up Sahira infront school around 6:45pm then when in school and listening to the talk attentively. After that, Aishah and the rest decided to walk around the school as we thought it's fun walking around at school at night. So yea, see alot of people and that's when we started taking pictures. :)

Today lessons was somehow alright. I was told by Mrs Chew that I will be going for the Industrial attachment but not my desire choice but instead about cafe. So I took that offer since I've got no plans for June holidays and furthermore, dance camp was cancelled due to the H1N1 flu virus that is already in Singapore. Grr.. And oh, when I got back from school, mum told me that I will be a having a tuition class for Maths 2nd week of June. Haha, that's cool. Atleast it can help me abit with my weakess subject. Uhhuh.

And oh, here's the picture of yesterday we took. :)

Grace!

Have a nice day people. :)

Assalamualaikum. :D

2009-05-27T17:03:00.005+08:00

SOCCER INTERCLASS MATCH, MONDAY 250509

3v6 boys sempat duduk kat field although when match is going on!

nickson!

ooops, not ready. ;Pahhh, this is nice. memories! :D
Soccer interclass was great! Seriously this was a last minute preparation as Mustaqim told me after recess that our class is lack of players on that day itself. So I'm using this opportunity to get all my stress away and of course to meet Sekar for the last time. And I think my class was the only class with girls. So I guess there's no other reasons why we lose that game. Hehe.

Oh, I will update more tonight yea! I'll try. Now I need to eat and get some afternoon nap. :) Bye bye people! :D

2009-05-24T20:02:00.007+08:00

Today's picture's uploaded! And oh, performance today at Nanyang CC was freaking fun! :) Thank you ministers! You'll wanna us to perform again? Hehe! :) Will update soon about today as soon as possible alright. Now I'm off for a bath. :) Bye Bye readers! :D

2009-05-22T21:03:00.003+08:00

When I arrived school and heading to the place where usually me and classmates usually meet up before assembly, I noticed that Sekar was joining them too. So when I was already seated, Wani told me that today is Sekar's last day. I was like, "Serious?". Sekar, you didn't tell me about this! Damn you! Anyway, if you'll don't know about Sekar's news, he's actually migrating to Australia since his father got his job there. Sekar, you really gotta enjoy yourself there!! Haha. Really. So when school ends, me and the rest followed Sekar and said our last words and goodbyes. So eventually, I saw Wani's tears stung her eyes, blurring her visions until she blinked them away. And then that's where I started to burst it out. I couldn't hold it any longer. Then that's when tears rolling on my cheek. My face was horrible. Then I've got no other choice, to leave him since I'm going to be late for dance. And I cried for that damn busted for half an hour. He's kinda kind though although we were not that close. And for sure I'm gonna miss Sekar disturbing me. And geography lessons is going to be less fun without you!! :(( It's okay, there would always be MSN and skype. So why myself worry? And Priya feelings must have be more hurtful than me. I really feel bad for you, Priya. :'( Don't worry, you'll get over it one lucky day. :) Just cheer yourself up for the meantime! Don't worry, you have me friend. :D

Lessons as usual, corrections all the time. I couldn't get myself situated with writing the corrections with sister damn green pen for periods. And oh ya, me and sis switched our pencil case since we feel like too. She used mine and I used her. It's so not comfy. Alright, continue back on. Maths lessons was somehow almost freeze me into ice since I was seated directly under the aircon. Really, I feel I'm in North Pole. Although I know North and South pole is more colder than the aircon at the library. -_-". Just a used of words for describation. And oh ya, PE was great and sweating me. Since I've got nothing to do for PE, I ended up following the others who is re-taking their 2.4km. I run at alternate times, and of course encouraging the others who almost lost hope halfway through. And it's good to hear atlast Wani, Kasturi and especially Erizza passed their 2.4km! Keep going girls. :D I retake the pull up and it's very low than my previous score. And like freak, I've been regretting as I didn't get to do the another one pull up the last time. Just one pull up and I got all As! And I can get that freakin NAFA award at the end of this year. Freak, freak, I'm gonna retake again the pull up and get 17 atleast please! I'm gonna train myself up. Uhh.

Dance practice today was making me in psycho mood. I can faint of dehydration and lack of energy due to the countless times we repeated the eagle dance. Somemore with my empty stomach it adds to the mood. What a bad day! Plus, when Ms Cai told me that we're gonna use that "amazing and awesome" costume straight when we go to the performance area at block 825 this Sunday. And there's no shuttle bus?! And pity Hestira! How could she wear that costume on the way to performance whereas her house is at Taman Jurong? Woah, best of luck uhh Hestira. And Adlin!! Haha!! Bet that everybody in the interchange and bus is going to look you'll in a dirty look, with that "awesome" costume of ours. Everything in my mind was getting superficial at that time and monumentally freak out about this tiny winy problem.

Alright, I think I'm in a mood to continue reading the book, "Hooked up or Break up." It's awesome and outrageous, out of my shell. Takecare people.

I think you make the wrong move for a brand new start. It's all wrong.

2009-05-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

After two decades the Liberation Tigers of Tamil Eelam (LTTE) and The Sinhalese in Sri Lanka had a big conflict, finally the LTTE surrender themselves due to their senior members and leaders have either given up their lives or have been treacherously killed. And this might afraid the Tamils in Sri Lankan not to get their rightous right and will not pave the way for a harmonious co-existence in the island. I was so shocked to find out that this really happened when I heard the news. This was so unexpecting! Social Studies was great afterall. :)

And oh, I forgot to tell you guys that there's some kind of STIs (Sexually Transmited Illness) workshop yesterday. And it's sooo not what I expected. They even show some pictures which I think it's soooooooo sensitive to others and also myself. Like seriously, that's my first time you know. But since I'm mature enough to understand about this illness stuffs , I guess I can take this whole thing. Like omg. :O

Lessons today was somehow fun. Actually not a lesson but instead a free period and movie time for the first three periods! Mann, paradise! I hope this can happen tomorrow again! :D

Today right after school me, Aishah, Vanessa and Yana went to meet Ms Cai to discuss about the dance camp that the seniors were organizing this June holidays. Really, I cannot stand especially Vanessa and Aishah were arguing about their plans. Haha, then from nowhere, we started to open the topic about where we sleep. Vanessa was extremely disagree that we are going to sleep at the dance studio. Haha, me too. Because of the big mirrors! So Ms Cai hope we can book the Possibility Centre. Haha, aircon! Paradise again! But everything seems to be eerie when Vanessa told me about the school forum about "Is the School really haunted?". Seriously it's gonna be chaotic when the dancers are helding are camp there! I just hope I didn't see what I don't want to see. :S

Finally, dance practice tomorrow! I've been waiting for practice for like weeks!

I'm off now. Takcecare people! :D

2009-05-20T16:54:00.002+08:00

So far, lessons still are not on yet. We still are on process of doing on our corrections since there will be a file check this June holidays. But for Bio today was a little bit special. We watched the movie "Outbreak" which is about a virus that is spreading the nation worldwide. Well, this movie was somehow more into Science where the Scientists are researching the cure for the virus that is already on Level 4 and many people died to excessive blood loss. Quite a good movie. And we will be continuing it the next lesson. :)

I guess my MYE results will be as horrible as what I expected. I failed alot of the subjects except for Mother Tongue. You know, the most I can't except is I failed Geog by half mark!! :@ But luckily there will be some assignment that is to be completed and will be added to the SA marks. Thank god. Atleast that can pull up my marks a little bit. Well, one of the toughest assignment was D&T. We need to improvised the product to clean the laptop which Mdm Chua showed us which is really slimy, unattractive and unhygienic! When I feel the product for the first time, it's like sooo yucky and that's when I started putting on my Dettol hand sanitizer that will be at my bag wherever I go. So I used one of the methods, SCAMPER to make the selling of the product to improve. :D

My stomach started to grumble. I guess I better get going now and start eating my lunch then I will get off for a nap. :) Takecare people. :D

2009-05-18T20:51:00.004+08:00

Even the alarm clock goes on for like three times, sister just press the button "snooze" and continue sleeping. I'm so annoyed with her because each morning, I will have to rush my bath and gulp the cup of coffee without eating anything. That is sooo gonna spoil the lessons because I can't concentrate with empty stomach. I tried to fix this problem by discussing this matter to sis and saying that "let me wake up first". Instead of she's agreeing with me, she resist of letting this happen since she will need to reach school as she's got student councillor duty in the morning. Then like what? I have to rush like some mad student who is missing her exams? So my everday morning routine is, whenever my alarm goes on, no matter how sleepy I am, I still have to wake up sis until she stands on her feet. :)

The whole day for lessons today, mostly I did corrections and alot of writing. Seriously it bores me especially D&T as I've got two periods of D&T today. So for first 1 and the half hour, I copied blindly the corrections on the screen. Seriously I got no mood for corrections as I really failed badly. So what do you expect? It ruins my mood like, goshh. So it will be fixed that there will be 3 underlines on my report slip. Grr.. I hope mum is not going to start her lecture. Haha.

Oh ya, after school today me and Yana decided to hang out somewhere because we still cannot adapt of going back home straight. You know us. Haha. Then when we were slacking and chatting under Yana's void deck, we saw the both AishaH! So as what you'll are expecting, we did shriek and saying "hi" to each other. Hahahaha, girls... Oh well, then Aishah Rain went off to meet Adlin and the rest. So we three ended up chatting and taking lame pictures. One of them is already up there. Hah.

I need to go now. I still couldn't find my Mother Tongue file. Freakk. :S

Labels: I miss my dance girlfriends especially Aishah and Yana. :(:(

2009-05-16T16:21:00.005+08:00

Receiving Biology and Chemistry paper yesterday was really a bad start for me. I failed Chemistry like five and half marks and Biology by 7 marks. Then I started to realised my hopes of achieving started to fall. Since I've got the positive mindset whenever I feel down, I know that I'm not supposed to give up but instead sort of this problem rationally and easy-going way. What could I do? What's done cannot be done. So now, I will just have to look forward and start anew.

I couldn't take the emotions that I got yesterday after I got the Bio and Chem paper. So I decided to get home straight and do something that might released my stress off. I'm very sorry to Aishah and Yana as I couldn't follow you guys for a walk and window shopping although you"ll persuaded me like hell. My mood just spoilt my day. I went home with a dirty look and mum guess was just exact. She knew I must already gotten my results so I told her my results and all she told me is to berzikir so my heart will feel calm and composed. My mood starts to go normal when I started reading a book that comes from nowhere and suddenly it appears on my table. It's sister book that is borrowed from the library.

The house have been quite cheerful and merrier since my 8 month old and 4 year old cousin of mine and their parents stay put at my house for a break. But sometimes they both kind of pissed me off with their uncontrol attitude that sometimes I have to beat and scold them to assure they maintain their discipline. See, I can be discipline mistress. LOL! As if. -_-" And oh, here's the photo of them. (:

just ignore my horrible face. this is random. concentrate on those two. hah.

she's cute!! isn't she? ;D

Umm, dance practice is going to start next Friday! So that means we only left for a day for practice for the performance at Nanyang CC?! Extremely awesome! I wonder if we can adapt with the new positions that will definitely be changed due to some people who maybe don't want to participate. You people are such a trouble-makers. Grr...

And oh, I've shortlisted some of the things that are needed to be done during the school holidays.

1) Industrial Attachment on first week of June

2) Dance camp. :D

3) Assignments that for sure will be given out by teachers to be completed by third week

4) Movies with friends? :)

Alright that's it. I spend the whole day at home today and reading books. Nothing that makes my day dull. So today somehow is my good day. :) I will end my post with a nice video. Watch it, you won't regret. Skip the first part and watch the awesome pictures! :)

2009-05-13T20:52:00.006+08:00

memories.. cross country '08 (:
After weeks of hard work, sacrifices my television programmes, sleeping late, like finally, exams is over! No matter what my results are, I am willing to accept it because I've worked hard
Planned to hit Jurong Point with Wani tomorrow since she wants to do some shopping. It's good already. But I'm confident that I will do well this time. :) But not D&T. -_-"
to have a break like this after exams. Well, tomorrow no school since I've got no paper. Yay! Only POA and art students. Pity WIAH & PRIYA. Haha. Good luck to you and the others then. :)

Today right after exams, mum asked me to follow her to meet my auntie and accompany her because she's also bringing my 8 month old little cousin. So since I'm bored and got no stuffs to do, I decided to follow her. Overall, I think I'm having fun today with my little cousin and the rest. :D

Like freak, I miss dancing since after the SYF. I hope there's a last minute practice this Friday! Because I can't bear to spent my afternoon doing nothing.. Heh.

And oh, I have fun studying with the two aishah's yesterday and plus, Ismat and the rest. I swear without the help of both of them, I wouldn't get to do the Maths P2 today! THANKSS!!

I've text Aishah to online and yeah, she's on. So I guess I got to go now. Cause we've got alot of stuffs to discuss about. So takecare people! :)

2009-05-08T16:41:00.002+08:00

I've received alot of "good luck" and "all the best" wishes from friends for the upcoming MYE examinations. Well, I hope I will get good grades for MYE and also my average expectations. All I can do know is to look forward and not to looked back as I screwd Maths and Geography paper this morning. :(

I've been trying to take a afternoon nap since I'm back from school but it seems that I can't get to sleep. So that's why I started blogging.

Life have been so great. I've been sleeping late lately, revising for my exams. Since exams are now on, I'm not going to say "I'll start blogging right after MYE ends" but instead I will try to update and squeeze in blogging on my hectic schedule. You know, I also need a break.

No plans for weekends and holiday on Monday. Just thought of hitting to the library again to revise. Anybody?

2009-05-06T14:13:00.005+08:00

I feel really weird today. Not sure why but I think it's because of my personal image and attitude. Seriously I feel nerd today. I'm not kidding. Even Hestira said that. Well, to a large extent, I agree with her. With my new hairstyle, my colourful like finnish sling beg and I redo my shoelace style and make a ribbon. Don't imagine please! But I think, I enjoyed being a "nerd" today since I really feel happy! It's like, I'm free from problems, I enjoyed life and I smile alot today since people looked at me in their alien expression. Seriously this is kind of cool. Maybe I should remain in this way? Haha! I don't know. :)

3 papers had over. Mother Tongue, English and Social Studies. 4 papers coming soon and I'm really frightened. I swear MT paper today was a very long duration. I finished the paper in half an hour and left 1 hour left! So I ending up lying down on the table, looking people who finished their exams outside(since I'm register number 1 and sit near the door) and write down all the meaning of the peribahasa since I knew all of it. Thanks to sis, heh. :) And oh! I found the SYF photo at Pioneer Place. It's during our actual SYF performance at UCC. It's super awesome!! :) Here it is. :D

I'm done with the update. Takecare readers! :D

2009-05-03T20:10:00.007+08:00

Study session with Fadillah and Aishah. 010509

They two are the havoc people ever!

Aishah, candid!!

As you can see from the pictures above, Aishah, Fadillah and myself hit to the library to do our revisions. Well, when we enter the library, we were needed to scan our names in order for the library to track down us since the Swine flu, or better called virus Influenza A, is out there. After doing our revisions, I decided to ask them to accompany me to POPULAR since I need to buy some stationery items for examinations. So I did buy quite alot of stationery items until it costs about $7 dollars over. After some stationery shopping, we decided to buy some cookies since we didn't eat for lunch that day. Then went back home at around 6:50pm and then I got changed again to have dinner with relatives at Al-Azhar restaurant. Home at around midnight.

Today I just rot at home and do Social Studies revisions. Nothing special happened today. Just that I need to buck up for upcoming examinations. And oh ya, before I forgot, BEST OF LUCK FOR MYE PEOPLE!! :D

I think I need to get my Isyak prayers done before I'm off to revisions again.

Assalamualaikum. :)

2009-05-03T19:39:00.012+08:00

Geography presentation. 300409, 8:30am

I swear me and Sahira were busy doing our speech!

Test strips there, test strips here...

Wee-Yah. :D

Doing E-learning assignment.

SPORTS DAY 300409

Mr. Nathan addresing the sports day speech.

marchpast. spot me! :)

AishaH!
Iffah!

I happen to see the camera taking photo of us, so TA-DAA!

I'm the only one who smiles in the photo. :P -_-"

Go Syahirah, go Syahirah!

Zikkah and Priya featuring 3Seek3. :)

Done with the pictures. I will update soon readers! Don't worry. :)

2009-04-29T21:25:00.002+08:00

I've been busy for the whole day today. There must be something for me to do every second, every minute. First of all, right after school, met up with Yana since she needs my help in getting the Industrial Attachment form from Mrs Chew. Then after that, we planned to hit Gek Poh since I want to get some air-conditioning. XD Home at around 3:30pm. At home, eat, do some necessary stuffs and then I put on my school uniform again to go back to school and get done with the discussions and briefing by Ms Goh for the National Weather competition tomorrow. Seriously this is a very tough and needs alot of effort to complete the task and report. Since Sahira, Wiah, Ms Goh and of course myself have alot of work to do, we ended up arrive home late at around 7:10pm. Then I have to get myself changed and off to ngaji. What a day!

I need to get up as early as 6am tomorrow to prepare for the presentation that we are presenting to the National Weather judges. Man, I started to feel butterflies in my stomach. Then after the presentation, I need to get home as fast as possible to complete my E-learning, online. Then I need to get myself ready to stadium for the sports carnival by 12 since Kasturi wanted me and the rest who is running to train ourselves up first. Depends if I can arrive there on time.

Exams is just next week and I'm so worried! Seriously I need to prepare myself physically and mentally before I could sit for the exams. I'm not going to the examination room unprepared just like that. Like last year case. Skip that. What an awful memories. Whatever. Then after exams, I'm gonna concentrate on dance for the performance at Nanyang CC. Then I need to shecdule myself and not let anything clash for my June Holidays plans. Industrial Attachment, Chemistry thingy and of course not to forget, dance camp. :D

I want to have a cold bath now. I swear I'm hot. Takecare people! :)

2009-04-28T21:14:00.003+08:00

I've got only a limit time of one hour using this computer before I get back to my table and start off with the rest of my homeworks. So let me make this fast. :)

Without fail, every lessons bore me. The ongoing problem that strikes me makes me feel restless in class and the cold weather in the morning adds up my mind to lose concentration. But I still try my best to stay focus every lessons. For exams sake, I'm prepare to sacrifice anything.. I wanna pass my MYE!!

Right after school, Priya, Wiah, Sahira and myself went to meet Mrs Chew for our meeting for the National Weather competition on Thursday morning. So we need to get our information correct during our simple water test at Macrithchie and the Industrial areas at Jurong Connecter. Since Priya and Wiah got their POA remedial, it's left with me and Sahira. We went for lunch first together with Iffah since we didn't want our stomach to grumble in between the briefing by Mrs Chew. So when we came back to the study area, Mrs Chew is already there and she gave us 12 pages of papers; some kind of research that we've did. So we two ended up taking down notes and etc. I cancelled off the plan to hit stadium with Yana and Kasturi today due to the unprepare briefing that is ending late. Then tomorrow I've got to meet Ms Goh for further briefing at 5pm. 0.0

I've shortlisted some of my revisions so called shecdule at certain days to prepare for exams. I hope the whole shebang is going on smoothly and what I'm expecting. And I really really hope this time I can do slightly better than CA1. *pray hard*

I guess all these is enough for today. Sorry if my post happens to be boring for you'll because I've been speaking about exams, exams and exams. Haha, that's typical if exams is coming right? So don't mind me. I'm off to my table and I'm also getting some chocolate ice-cream from the fridge while I'm studying to gain concentration. Takecare and bye-bye readers! :D

Time check: 9:57pm

2009-04-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

I just got back from school. Still with my uniform on. I swear my day today was full with depression as exams is just lurking around the corner. I really couldn't take that pile of assignments given by teachers. It's too much. Worksheets, notes, homeworks. I've got alot to do today. Really.

I somehow feel that lessons was sooo boring today. Not much things happened. Just revise revise and revise.. As time goes by, I started to feel the depression of exams. AHhh!! I still have a lot of revisions to cover up and go through what I didn't understand all this while. Chemistry, Biology, E-Maths and of course Social Studies. Oh no, how I'm going to cope all this in two weeks?! Help, help!!

Since exams are haunting us, I have to sacrifice on my computer. I'll have to lessen my time on computer and of course more on study. Mann, this sucks. Although I hate exams, no matter what, I still have to study and take the exam since I want a brighter future ahead and succeed. I want it, I want it!! I don't care!! I have to pass my MYE. Like serious shit.. So that means I have to squeeze in all my shecdule in between this two weeks? AWESOME.

I've got the information from Vanessa this morning when we're going to our English class that we are dancing the SYF dance on 24 May at Nanyang CC. Oh this is awesome! I've been longing to dance that dance again since I miss that dance.. Alright now it's not the time for dance. EXAMS FIRST!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I need some sleep. Sayonara.

2009-04-24T21:46:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether I should participate in the sports day event this coming thursday or not because my muscle legs cramp are still hurting me! I'm forced to take the NAFA 5 stations today because I really liked PE like alot. Well let me try to recall what I've got so far for NAFA.

Sit Ups - 43
Sit and Reach - 43
Standing Broad Jump - 180cm
Shuttle Run - 10.67secs
2.4km - 11.57 mins

I'm still not done with pull ups. So yeahh. :D

Since Mid-Years is drawing near, teachers gave us extra homeworks for weekends. I guess I'm gonna spend my weekends at home since there's like millions and billions of homework on my table. No matter what happens, I'm gonna start my assignments today before I'm running out of time or doing the assignment last minute on Sunday night. That is not gonna happen.

School was normal. Nothing special for today. Got back our Chemistry test yesterday and alhamdullilah, I did quite well. After school today, me and Yana decided to have revisions together at school pavillion. So meet her back at 1:30pm at infront school void deck.

I guess that's all I can update for today. Bye-bye readers. :D

2009-04-22T21:59:00.003+08:00

Not much things happened today. It's just that I miss alot of tests during my SYF day so I decided to fix a time with teachers to complete the test because I can't bear to lose any marks for CA. So right after school, meet Mdm Farihah and I completed the test in 20mins like a loner listening to the listening comprehension passage from the radio. Then I'm off to the HOD room to meet Mrs Chew for the Social Studies test and that's where I heard a familiar voice. It's Yana. So we ended up finding Mrs Chew at the canteen and atlast I saw her. I swear the Social Studies test is tough! I know I would failed that test badly so my hope now is just to pray hard, hoping that I'll pass.. :( Home at 3:45pm.

Before I forgot, I wanted to congratulate the Drama for achieving GOLD award for SYF! I can see each one of your faces in shocked and miraculous state. And also the Guzheng Ensemble for achieving Silver award! Atleast you'll improve. And the Choir, don't be too disheartened of getting C.O.P because you'll did great and furthermore, there's alot of chances more in the upcoming years! :D For the Harmonica and Keyboard Ensemble, good luck on 30th April!

Exams is just around the corner and I've yet alot more for revisions. Biology, Chemistry and also Mathematics. All this is just stressing me up. Well no matter what, I've got to prove the teachers and also my parents that I can improve and succeed but just need a little bit time to achieve. I'm not giving up people although I'm in a dire straits. Failing is not a problem for me because it's one of my learning journey.

For the Industrial Attachment thingy, I've decided with mum and dad yesterday that I will be going for that attachment. They allow me but they won't allow me at far places like Stamford road. So ending up, I took the company called Parsh Marine Service Pte Ltd at 25 Link road. That's where I will involve in office work like documentation and more. For second choice, I took up the "hands on, minds on" at the Singapore Discover Centre where I can explore what keeps Singapore going. Mann, I can't wait for this. This sounds interesting! :D

Till now readers. Takecare!! :D

2009-04-21T21:51:00.003+08:00

My muscles are all aching all over. Especially my legs. It's killing me.. But all these was kind of worth it because all my sprinting in the 400m event was atlast achieved with a success. I manage to get in second place. Seriously I couldn't explain how terrible my head hurts and my muscles ache after I finish the run. All I can do is just to seat down the track and hoping all my aching and headache cools down. But my expectations went wrong. And right after I have a sip of water, Mr He already calling for 100m B Girls. I freak off. But it seems there's something wrong with the timing because everybody in the 100m event went to the finishing line at almost the same time!! So now I guess it's up to the results that will be out tomorrow. I hope I can get into 100m finals and bring glory to 3V8. :S

Lessons as usual exciting and some was boring. But the favourite subject I like most for today is D&T. Mdm Chua assigned us to do a bridge that can hold 1 litre of bottle filled with water buuuuutttt with 30 straws and masking tapes. I know this sound impossible but this really works. :D The bridge that me and Wei Qian made can even hold 2 D&T books (which one D&T book is close to 500 pages)! I manage to bring our structures home as a memorable thing and furthermore, how could I just throw our structures into the bin and the 2 hours of effort doing the bridge went to the drain just like that? And here's our structure. (:

I know it's ugly and scruffy so just don't mind us. :P

I've just got my industrial attachment application form and seriously I have dificulty choosing which industry I want to go. Example, Hairstyling, Childcare, Cafe and some office work and warehouse. Seriously I'm interested in all! But first priority, PARENTS! I need their consent first whether I can go at this attachment or not. I hope I can.

I'm off to do somemore revisions before I go to bed. Wait, let me try to memorise something about enzymes..

Enzymes is a Biological Catalyst made of protein. They alter the rate of chemical reactions and without them chemically changed at the end of the reactions.

YESSS!! I GOT IT!!!! :D:D:D:D

2009-04-19T15:05:00.002+08:00

I find it hard for me to accept the fact that we got a silver. I don't know why but this is just how feel. I've always keep my mind on by thinking back about this matter. Well, maybe I'm dissapointed? But I'm not! This is rather confusing..

Yesterday went to NPCC headquaters to watch the Annual Parade that Sis is participating. And they March like some ants and I swear I couldn't see Sister since all of their faces look alike. Well, since I'm bored during the guess of honour speech, I ending up finding people who fainted at the parade. This is rather fun you know! :) And there's more than 10 people who fainted. 0.0

I'm done with my homework. So now, I guess I'm gonna spend my Sunday doing revisions for Mid-Years.. :S

2009-04-17T23:15:00.003+08:00

We clinched silver award. But still, there's some dissapointment in some of us because we have been aiming for gold since last year when we started practice for the SYF. Well I guess maybe it's just not my luck. But at the same time, I feel happy for that silver award because I've really put my best effort and that's all I can afford to do. Silver is better than bronze and C.O.P. So what's the point of me emotionally depressed while I still got alot of chances more on danceworks next year and more? Who knows, maybe it's just not this time. ;)

Me and Fatin hit stadium today to train for our Sports Day Heats that will be less in 3 days time. We ran around the track like some crazy people who is gasping for breathe everytime we completed the half round. Luckily I didn't took 1500m like Fatin because I can see she's suffering running around the track while me, ending up lying and sitting down and yearning for some water. Haha. Arrived home like around 5:30pm.

As usual, my weekdays is ruined. Homeworks is piling up on my table and I guess I have to get it done by tomorrow night before I could start off with my own revisions. Whatever it is, I'm going to spent all my day soon with revisions and notes. Grr.

Enough for today. Takecare readers! :D

2009-04-16T23:05:00.007+08:00

This is mine!

Our Kinder Joy toys! Aishah one is soooo cute! Racing car.. Haha! :D

Our SYF today eventually was a success! When we finished our last post, audience was like clapping for us loudly. It's really such a great pleasure and very honoured you know. Well, I feel good after we finish our dance. I let all my energy out, continue smiling although I'm very tired and of course made big split air jumps. I feel happy about today. Well, it's okay if we couldn't get a gold/with honour. Atleast a silver is alright for me because I know we did a very good job well done. Let's just see the results tomorrow!

All the dancers need to assemble at the dance studio at 6:30am with the hair done. Before coming to school, me and Fatin meet up and went to Aishah's house to help us with the hair. And like freak, I forgot to bring my hairband! Luckily Aishah got extra. When we came to dance studio, everybody already put on their costumes and start off with their make-ups already. Well, it's such a baffle when we already put our costumes on and go to the toilet. Because we need to unzip our costume because it's like a one whole suit. Ergh. Okay, straight to the point. Eventually we didn't have time to finish make up all the dancers before we go there because we are running out of time. But atlast, we manage to finish all the make-ups at the holding area and that's where I started to do my stretching. 2 schools before us was awesome. Well, when it's already our turn, I freak off and prayed very hard. I'm worried for tomorrow SYF results. :S

We were released early at 1:25pm since Ms Wong(Vice-Principal) know that we've trained very hard for this big occasion. But me and some of the seniors and juniors stayed at dance studio untill school ends since I want to get my homework from classmates. And that's where Fadillah and Grace started off with their crap and I really can't stop laughing looking at their weirdest act ever. HAHA!! After that, me and Fatin went to Gek Poh for a walk. We're home at around 2:30pm. And I doze off after I've changed my clothes with still the make-ups on. -_-"

Me and Fatin decided to hit stadim tomorrow to train our sports day that is in less than 3 weeks time. Anybody wanna join? Haha. Well, I'm sure I've missed alot of lessons today. Especially English and Social Studies test!! How how? Well, I'm still not done with some homeworks. But luckily it's not due tomorrow. :)
Enough for now. More photos will be coming up after Hestira post the pictures at her blog and I will just edit it here at this post. It's late. Sayonara people.

2009-04-15T16:22:00.003+08:00

SYF is just tomorrow but there's still a few number of people who just couldn't bother about this big dance. I'm soooooooooooooo dissapointed with some of you. Me and Vanessa have been trying very hard to get together for our last practice and a little bit of brush up but some of them just hackcare!! Now, I'm in a boiling state. I have been very patience with some of you but you guys just didn't get what we wanted or the school to achieve. My positive thinking has started to pay off psychologically, and this is gonna really take a long time for healing. It's hard for me to forgive you'll because you guys just ignore our hard work that can really make you succeed. It's really my responsibility as a senior to serve the juniors and of course the others to make them perfect. I've been doing strecthing, listening to the SYF songs everyday night to improve myself but now, I guess all my hope of getting gold faded away. No use of me anymore to achieve a gold because others just can't take responsibility as a dancer!! Seriously, this is not fair. I hate everybody around me. Sorry people, I'm not strong enough to take this.. I'm too emotionally depressed.

2009-04-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

First period was English and it is a very good start for the day as it keeps me busy going through for the upcoming common test and me myself taking down notes. I've asked Ms Teoh for the English file as I really badly wanted to go through and revise for Mid-Years. She asked me to meet her at study area after school and I waited. I've been waiting there for 15minutes like a fool but still there's no single sign of her. So, I decided to go back home as I still need to get prepare for dance practice. Ms Teoh, I'm gonna get that file tomorrow no matter what happens!! *evil

I didn't have a homework today but still there's some remaining revisions that I need to go through especially for the Bio test, Enzymes chapter next week and the Maths new chapter that is learned today which I don't totally understand at all. Well, don't blame me for didn't paying attention at class because I was totally distracted by the high noise level in class which is totally boisterous. Overall, other lessonos was exciting especially D&T!! :D We learned about structures and it's like so amazingly fun.

I couldn't explain how incredibly tiring dance practice was today. We know we didn't put to our best today and I'm totally not sure why. Positions is still scruffy, my split jumps as usual sucks and I didn't have enough stamina to dance till the end but still, I will imagine each practice as a SYF competition, continue to smile and as if I'm doing my own concert. Although SYF is just in 3 days time, some of them just don't bother about this dance and take this easily. All this is making me anxious. How to get a gold award or gold with honours award if few of them is behaving this way while others(especially me) are trying very hard to get the award? I'm totally dissapointed with some of them who I thought really care about this competition but day after day, it seems that they lost interest in dance. All this make me in simmering with anger plus dissapointment.. Very dissapointed which can cause anger swirling around me and put me building to a boil. I almost wanted to shout because of the "moving back" thing and like god sake, I've repeated it many times!! But due to my good controlling of emotions, I remained patience and save my anger to them..

Time check: 9:16pm

2009-04-12T15:22:00.003+08:00

I feel like digging a hole and hide inside. I'm all embarassed over what happened at the msn chat. I really thought she's my dance junior but when "she" started questioning, "SYF?", I know I'm getting to the wrong person. Ergh! What a disarray. Now I don't dare to start a chat with anybody that I don't know. Pfft.

I'm now currently chatting with Faizul. He keeps persuading me to go for the Singapore Best Dance Crew finals but I resist since I'm not in a mood to go and furthermore, Mum's cooking made me want to stick at home. Haha, seriously.

My three year old cousin who is currently staying here have been shreaking, running around the house and decimate my school stuffs. He have been quite an irritating boy since he came and overnight at my house. Urgh, I feel like I'm in hell. And now, he is coming to the room.. I wonder what he will do next. :S

I think I'm done now. Takecare readers!

2009-04-11T14:16:00.004+08:00

Day by day, I've become more hysterical. Hysterical for the SYF competition in 5 days time. This feeling is very scary and unexplainable. Me and the rest have to gravitate the judges feelings no matter what happens. Whenever I see the SYF video that is recorded at the UCC during the rehearsel there, my heart started to beat very fast as if I'm in the SYF atmosphere on that day. Man, this is scary!! Can I skip 16 April please?

Sports day is coming up. And I'm taking 4 events. 100m, 400m, 4 by 100m and 8 by 100m. Well, I guess I have to train my stamina up. And I don't know whether I could withstand these four events. Haha. And about the class t-shirt.. The class have been fickle minded with their design of choices. But atlast, Ms Huang choose Ken's design as a logo and our name stated at the back of the shirt. Atleast we got a class t-shirt rather than wearing pe tshirt for both sports and cross-country day. (:

The big 8/10 score really sent waves of relief radiating through my body. I couldn't explain how happy am I to get that passing marks for Maths! Man, this is really my first time. But I musn't feel too happy about maths until I ignore the other subjects like Geography and Biology, which I've been failing by half or 1 mark. Sheesh! I need to memorise harder next time. Memorising is one of my weakest. Grr...

Thanks to Dad for repairing the computer as dad know I'm lusting for the computer since a few months!! Now, I can use the computer for my schoolwork and I no need to send myself to the CC just to use the computer. Aren't that such a waste of time? Yeah, alottttt of my time is really wasted if dad hasn't got this computer repairing done.

I've just received the exam timetable on Thursday. I look at the dates and it's less than a month time to prepare before I could seat for that examinations! So, I decided to plan my study shecdule on each parrticular day that I'm free. Well I hope with the colloborative of friends and teachers, I hope I can do well this time. (:

I rot at home these holidays. I'm done with my assignment so I guess it's best if I on the computer and gain some knowledge or blog and stuffs rather than wasting time doing nothing. I guess I'm enough of blogging. Stick with me if you'll wanna know more about my daily lifes! Sayonara. :D

Time check: 3:43pm

2009-04-09T08:20:00.003+08:00

Now I'm having English lesson at Computer Lab. To complete with our project with the Finnish students. And my group have done it. So I'm making this opportunity to blog for awhile since my blog is very dead.

Mrs Chew told me there's a industrial attachment with various types of work. Eg, cafeteria, chilcare, beauty, and hairstyling this June holidays. I thought I wanna go for this thing and gain experience since Mrs Chew said it is a good passport to poly. So I guess I'm making a decision to take this course up. But the course is needed to pay by money. Well, let's just see as I need to discuss this matter with mum and dad first.

Today is Brother Azlan NCC graduation as a CLT (Cadet Leftenant). I don't know whether I should go because Bro only got a limited tickets to enter the parade. Oh well..

1 more week to SYF!! One more practice before we go off for the competition. For sure I will treasure the 3 hours of practice coming Monday and make sure I have to improve on my splits jumps! Grr..

Alright, I think I should stop here. I want to continue surfing the net until the end of the lesson to satisfy me since it's been quite a long time since I didn't surf. Takecare readers!! :D

Time: 8:40am

2009-03-29T23:50:00.012+08:00

I've been spending most of my weekends rotting at home and doing weekend assignments. Exclude for the Geography research on water supplies at industrial and one of the Singapore reservoir. Seriously I swear I have fun with Sahira, Wiah and not to forget Ms Goh, collecting water from the drainage system which I guess it's quite a baffle thing to do. Well I guess this is a very good learning experience for the three of us. (: .

NAFA test was awesome. Did 2.4km run on Friday and surprisingly got a timing of 11:54mins. Now I just need to do well on my incline pull up since I'm very weak at it. Very.. Looking forward for the rest of the stations this coming Wednesday.

As usual, assignments is piling up these few weeks. But luckily due to my perfect shecdule, everything goes well. :) I just completed my last minute reading log which I don't know it is due tomorrow or what. But I did it just in case the assignment need to be hand up tomorrow.

It seems that I feel petrify with the upcoming SYF competition these days. 16 April is gonna be my big day. Like what I said, I have to bestow my fullest energy on that day. And I will. I've just sew my torn SYF costume(-_-") and now it's looks like brand new. Sis have been calling me SYF freako since I've been dancing, listening to the SYF song and try on the costume whenever I feel like to. Hey, I really want to achieve my dreams. Hahaha, that's totally obvious. This is my last SYF, so what do you'll expect?

Well, I just can't wait to continue my day tomorrow. With exciting lessons, mountains of homeworks, and of course tiring dance practice right after school. That's all I can predict now. Well I guess I have to end here since time doesn't allow me to. It's already late and I need to get to bed now before I started to doze off at class tomorrow. Sayonara. :D

2009-03-28T13:37:00.002+08:00

I don't know if I have time to finish blogging before Ms Goh comes down because time shows already 1:30pm. But nevermind. Me, Wiah and Sahira is currently at school foyer to go for our Geography project, kind of competition at Macritche(dunnoe spell). Well school have been busy especially schoolwork and also I've been busy with syf. Yesterday dance practice was kinda torturing because we need to dance our syf all over and over again. Since this is my last SYF, no matter what I have to put on my very best effort. I think enough for now. I will try to update next time as dad still working on the computer.. Takecare!! :D

2009-03-19T13:11:00.003+08:00

Dance practice was tiring than ever. I couldn't explain how hard we had trained for the SYF in less than a month time. We sweat as if as we have finished bathing. It's horrible. Without the presence of the two Aishah's and Hestira who is at Indonesia for the twinning programme, the atmosphere at the hall just feel different. As if like there's less excitement. Well, whatever it is, I hope they can come back for practice tomorrow as Ms Emily wanted to get with the choreography done as soon as possible before we go for the rehearsal at University Cultural Centre on 2 April. Only left with a few seconds before we're done with the choreo!!

All I want to focus now is SYF. The SYF song have been my main song to hear everyday, memorizing the steps in my head. Now I'm just worried for my split jumps. I will be like "oh no, make it happen" everytime when the four of us is going to do the spilt jumps. The rest can see how struggling I am to do that jate jumps! It's like sucks you know. Huh.

I'm done with my homeworks. Except maths. Maths was like bullshit. I only manage to answer 1 question. Huh. Now I'm just left with the research on the malay project and of course the geography project. I will get it done after I'm done with this blogging.

Right after dance practice yesterday, as usual, me and Fatin went to gek poh to get some air-condition after we sweat like a pig during yesterday practice. Bought some snacks and sit under a void deck and then Fatin told me her incredible story. Very incredible and exciting!! It's like, she dare to do such things? Haha, I won't!! :)

Liyana called me at 2 in the morning when I was doing my homework and asked me out for a jog. A jog? No way! And furthermore the blisters at my feet is killing me!! How could I run? Well, next time eh Liyana!! Hee.

I'm done here. I just need to prepare for a 4 hour dance practice tomorrow!! 1pm to 5pm!! Grr. Takecare! :D

2009-03-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

I know what I'm expecting. Two underlines on my result slip and I'm not that surprised. Because I know I have improved a little bit and I'm happy. (: The improvement just make a big differences in me. You'll may thing that I'm a some kind of a weirdo. But this is the first step to success. I gotta work harder this time!!

Ms Huang(form teacher) wanted to meet my parents tomorrow at school. Well, mum have no comments on my results when I told her right after school and the only reaction mum can give me is just to sigh.

Lessons have been quite a very "adventurous" and alot of learning experiences. Especially Maths. English lesson, Ms Teoh didn't come today. So the thing only thing and my friends did first is to complete the Vocabulary book and we started chatting about lives and during the march holidays period and stuffs.. :)

Alright. This is just strange. I'm sure I didn't tag anything on some of my friends blog. The weird thing is that the name used is my name! Zikkah. Yea. Well, I'm not too concerned about this at all since I'm not the only one in the world name "zikkah". Haha. But whatever it is, for those who maybe got the same name as mine, please describe yourself more about the zikkah. Example, zikkah ketot ke. Haha! Well, five to those who got the same nickname as me! :D

I gotta go. Takecare!!

2009-03-06T11:45:00.002+08:00

Now I'm at school. Chemistry lesson. Haha. Eventually Mdm Dian haven't finish marking our tests so while waiting, Mdm Dian brought the class to the Possibility Centre to get on with our own stuffs. Maths lesson just now was pathetic. I failed maths for CA. Haha, no big deal. At least I improved from last year.. Now I'm just worried for Chemistry.

Now, the class is super noisy. -_-"

I'll end here. Takecare!

2009-03-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

I swear I've been spending myself with books and worksheets these past few weeks. Like finally, tests is all over. Now I'll just have to wait for my Report Book next Thursday. Overall I think I'm doing well. But I know I won't score well for English and Mathematics. Huh, English comprehension is and 'O' level standard. So what do you'll expect? I gotta to make an effort to go through those comprehensions.

The Modern Dance performance for the Lower Sec assembly was doing well. But it's just that Mrs Christopher told us that when me and the rest where carrying Grace, we started to show our nervous and cramp expressions. Can you imagine how scared I am if Grace happens to fall because of our mistakes? But luckily, all is doing well. :D And and we received a "good job" congrats from Mr Jana, our discipline master. Haha.

Today after school I was told to go for D&T extra class. Ending up only 7 out of 11 turned up. We redo our design brief and problem since Mdm Chua wanted us to score well for D&T as this problems are included in our CA marks. And seriously this is a tough work.. Well after D&T, Liyana planned to go to Jurong Point McDonalds to have lunch since she was super duper hungry. But I was lazy and she still insisted. She told me that she would treat me McDonalds so why should I resist? Met up my dancemates at Mac and then continue with our "plans".

I've done with my Maths. Left with Bio workbook and Mother Tongue. I've got no more to update. So I'll end my post here yeah? Bye bye!!

2009-03-01T16:34:00.010+08:00

27 February. Doing Bio project with Sahira together with Wiah. ;)

ignore this.

CIP fund raising at Jurong East Interchange yesterday.

alot more stickers to go!

hestira pathetic face. haha!

Haha, alright. As you can see from the pictures above, this fund raising thingy is such a busy and tiring work. Me and girlfriends have been standing for like 3 hours straight, asking people donations and stuffs. Look, I've been trying my best to remain in my best personality as a volunteer in this event but it seems some of the MRT commuters just can't appreciate our hard work. Or maybe I should say, no respect. What kind of heart they have? Like what, you thing I don't know? Having branded handbags and dressed wildly. But can't event donate a ten cents and ignore our presence? Huh, I guess I should call you'll cheapskate people. -_-"

Since mum didn't cook anything for lunch yesterday, I decided to call up Adlin to have lunch with me at McDonalds before going for the CIP. Got McSpicy and meet up Hestira who just got back from shooting for the Tamil show. Meet the rest at Jurong East Interchange.

I woke up at noon today. And since me and sis are all shagged after the CIP and Sis after her shooting, we decided not to follow family have breakfast. I ate "breakfast" at 2pm after Mum, Dad and my two brothers got home. And like freak, Brother Azlan just got her new Sony Ericcson phone. I swear I'm so jealous! Huhh.

Oh school tomorrow!! Books, Uniforms, Pen. I'm sooo worried to get my Social Studies, Maths and Mother Tongue test! I know I screwed badly for these three papers. And not to forget ENGLISH!! :S

Enough for now. Takecare readers!! :D

2009-02-28T11:32:00.003+08:00

I will be going for a CIP fund raising at Jurong East interchange a few hours from now. So while waiting for Hestira and Adlin to message me, I better blog for awhile. Well, waiting for their messages is like waiting for money to fall from the sky!! Hahaha. :D

Yesterday dance practice, Ms Emily brought our costume in. And from the first sight when I saw it, it's like super effing nice. Colourful with bright colours. But when Ms Emily told me to try it because I'm not that sweaty after the warm up, I swear I started to hate the costume like alot. It's like super effing tight and it's like a joker costume you know!! And the tights are like ewww.. Oh ya, all performing arts group will be performing for the lower sec assembly this coming wednesday. And I'm so damn glad that we need not to wear that awful costume!! :D

School was pretty fine. I'm glad I just passed Geography and Bio test. I know I screwed English, Mother Tongue, Social Studies and Maths paper. Well, whatever the result is, I'm not easily going to give up. The 7 Habit of Highly Effective Teens book help me with this.

I still got 1 composition needed to be done by Tuesday. And the topic is soooo ridiculous. I need to do a research on this. Seriously. I still need to go through alot of the subjects as a more tests coming up before the end of term one. Especially Chemistry. Oh Term 1, faster go away...

Alright enough for now. I'm going to put on my uniform on and start packing my stuffs. Takecare readers!! :D

2009-02-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

Amazingly, I didn't jot down any homeworks at the homelink. Not even one. It's empty. So... THERE'S NO HOMEWORK!!!!!!! :D Seriously this is the first time ever in history of me in Pioneer Secondary School. So let it be a big deal or matter for me. :D

School was no bore. Every lessons there must be a work or assignment for me to complete. Had Geography test today. It's super easy. Sooo straight forward. But the last question just make my mind a stir. The question ask whether it is a rural or urban settlement. And like freak, I didn't even remember what's rural neither urban settlement. It's a Sec 2 syllabus. I know it's a modern settlement but I just couldn't guess which one it is. So, like any other students, there's only one way to answer this question. Just guess!! For this question, there's a probabilaty of 1/2. So definitely there's hope for me to get the answer right right? Haha. I wrote Urban. And after the test, I started asking around what they wrote on the last question. And most of them said Urban and Urban is a technology settlement! Alhamdullillah. Atleast I know I'm getting that one mark. :)

Actually Biology test is on Monday but since a number of students didn't study for the test, Mdm Dian postponed it on Wednesday which is tomorrow. Best2. I was studying like hell and keep disturbing brother and asking him the questions the previous day before the so called "test". God, you'll must know how I feel when Mdm Dian postponed the test!! I was super duper relieved and thank god. I must do well for the tomorrow Osmosis and Diffusion test.

I've been waiting for tomorrow since last week. PE!! Well, I still not satisfied with the high jumps and also javeline. I was like the worst shit ever. But atleast I tried. And I wonder what will Ms Kong will be doing tomorrow? Oh shoot, Interval run again!!

I'm still aching due to the dance practice warm up. We did like about 60 push ups, 30 sit ups, 20 leg lifts and kicks. All these cause my thigh in pain when I walk down the staircase and my stomach muscles to feel strecth. Horrible feeling..

I'm soo dissapointed with my Maths Quiz. I didn't expect it will turn out like this because I wrote all the formulas correctly and like any other students, I'm CARELESS!! I would have pass that quiz if not for my carelessness. :( No worries, Thursday Quadration and Graph test! I must do well.

Thinking Skills workshop today was quite okay. I've been freezing in the room since it is a air-conditioned room at art room. And somemore it's RAINING!! I feel like I'm in the North Pole, suffering from coldNESS.

I'm off to study Bio test and Social Studies on Sri Lanka policies and Maths test on Thursday. I must study freaking hard.. Takecare readers!! :D

2009-02-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

I started my day by wishing mum Happy 42nd Birthday. And I'm just glad I just did that. Hahah. Well, sadly I didn't get anything for mum due to my busy shecdule, but I know the most meaningful present that mum will get is pass my examinations very well!! I'm sure mum will want that. :D Don't worry mum, you will get that very soon.. :D

Sister, Mum and of course myself went to jurong point to get the birthday cake right after reciting some prayers or so called doa selamat for mum. Bought a Hazelnut Cake at Prima Deli then we're off to buy some presents for my cousins who recently birthday had just over. There's three off them but eventually we got two since me, sis and mum have no time since dad is waiting at the taxi stand with his vehicle.. Then we're off to west coast to buy some food and of course to have dinner.. Back at around 8pm. (:

There's still alot of homeworks left untouched since yesterday. I keep delaying my D&T design problems and stuffs and now I'm rushing since the due is on Monday. I'm sure I'm gonna get a scolding from Mdm Chua if I didn't get the analysis done. Huhh.

Tomorrow I will be having so called a family gathering. So looks like I'll have to finish my homeworks NOW!!

2009-02-18T21:44:00.009+08:00

As usual, teachers never failed to give us mountains of homeworks everyday. I'm still not done with maths since I don't know certain questions and just depend on Sahira to teached me tomorrow during recess. Still not done with Mother Tongue and D&T. I've got alot more to go through..

It's quite a relieved that I pass Geography test and Chem test. I still need more effort to put in in order for me to score better in the upcoming tests. My cough and flu still haven't recovered yet. This just make me soooo distracted during classes and tissues all over the table. The Thinking Skills Enrichment today was a heyday. My group manage to complete the mind map organizely and smoothly. This just makes me feel good and like a success is succeed. :D

Alright, I think somethings not right with my phone. I top up my phone with HOT $100 the past few weeks. And now the balance is $83.91. The current balance never decreases since the past one week!! I've check that there are no other free messages or bonus messages and stuffs. Im pretty sure. I make long calls and have been messaging a number of people but the balance just remains the same!! Oh, this is cool! :D

Yesterday Public Speaking Workshop presentation was a success, by each representatives in each class did their speaking. And since I have time, let me just upload the pictures and video during Kasturi doing the presentation. She's humourious. And sorry for me coughing alot of times or the video quality is not that good. Basically I'm recording it using my phone. Uhhuh. So here it goes..

2009-02-16T23:49:00.002+08:00

I know I ruined maths retest. I failed D&T test. Simply because I did study but the question just appears to be different! I failed by one mark. Huh. There's nothing I can do. I'm not giving up, but I'll just have to strive and achieve for my goals!!

I've been spending 3 hours on the table thinking and solving problems. I spent most on the argumentative essay that is due tomorrow. Oh damn, there's English test tomorrow. Now I'm done with Mother Tongue, English and Chemistry. Except for the Visual Aids for the Public Speaking and D&T Plus Minus Interesting. It's tough! The solutions given by my D&T classmates just can't help me that much. Only certain people can give related ideas and good things for the product. I asked Sis and Brother to give more solutions. And now, I'm just trying to figure it out...

I've been coughing and sneezing at classes. And I've been refilling my water bottle for more than 3 times at school! I started to feel feverish whenever I heard the word "test" from teachers mouth. Like seriously, test have been giving me such a headache!! Almost everyday there must be a test on different subjects. Oh no, I'm getting Geography test result tomorrow!! I just hope I will do well!

I swear I'm the most blurEST person ever during dance practice. They got new SYF steps. And I was like "lari mane? lari mane?" and they were like running to their positions and I'm like the only one who stand in middle like a fool looking around and waiting for people to tell me where is my position. The warming up was awesome! I really liked Ms Victoria warm up. I'm sure others too.

Okay, I need to get done with my printings on Visual Aids. I swear I'm gonna be sleepy at class tomorrow. Takecare readers!!

Time check: 12:20am

2009-02-13T14:27:00.002+08:00

I was given a 1 day MC and I'm unfit for PE and CCA for 8 days. Like oh god. I swear I can't take this. All I can afford to do is just lie on my bed and do nothing. I got temperature of 39.1. So what do you'll expect? ...

Sister told me that there's fire drill today and they have to stand under the hot sun at the field. Luckily I didn't go to school today or else maybe I will be lying at the hospital bed. Haha.

I'm so sad to say that due of my sickness, I can't perform this Sunday performance. Sorry girlfriends, especially Hestira.....

I'm sure there's alot of homeworks to do. So I think I better go and ask my classmates what are my homeworks. Oh, terrible..

2009-02-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

Many things have been happening lately since the absence of me from my blog. Tests, dastrious dance practice, visit to the Parliament house and a few enrichments programmes. I just can feel the dissapointment to someone and also pressure due to the schoolwork given and also a few other important things to remember. Seeing the sec 4s serve and 5 seek stressing up with their Os and have to stayback till 6pm for remedials just make me wonder.. How can I cope with that kind of situation where I can't even cope with this which I'm handling now?

I swear the visit to Parliament House is like so freaking awesome! We have to go through 3 security checks. I admit that I'm the most foolish person during the security checks! Because mainly I never ever gone through that kind of security checks before, which we have to go through the metal censor and also putting our stuffs at the x-ray machine. And I'm acting jakun and also being a fool for not putting the things from my pocket to the x-ray machine and after walk passed the metal censor, I go and stand at this policewomen which I thought she might check on me using this thing(where we must put our arms at 180 degrees shoulder level). It's sound foolish because I already have walked pass the metal censor and there's no sound so why must I check it again by that thing? Oh godd. Foolishness. And and I saw Goh Chok Tong! And Lee Hsien Long!! Halimah Yaacob!! And more!

Coughs and flus strike me. I swear it's like so irritating when I'm about to sleep because my nose is stuck! Grr.. Today's Shasha birthday but eventually I didn't get a chance to meet her at school(even recess). Aishah didn't attend school today and my present is with her. So I'll give it to you your present tomorrow eh Shasha! :D

I'll end here. Takecare readers.

Mind clear

2009-01-31T15:19:00.002+08:00

I have enough 15 hours of sleep yesterday. Right after dance practice, I have a bath, eat dinner and lie flat on the bed with the fan rotating at a high speed. I swear I'm the most tiring girl on earth yesterday. Somehow dance practice was pretty boring. Yes, I admit it. We did like about 2 hours of drastic warming up/stretching and that's really make me feel tired and exhausted. I'm sure the new Sec 1s will feel the same way as me. Moreover it's their first time of stretching. I can see they are struggling. Well, they soon will get seasoned with it. Don't worry juniors. ;)

More than 20 new Sec 1s joined Modern Dance but only 7 managed to joined the SYF dance. Well, 1 of them is a gymnast and another one is a ballerina. So Ms Emily expect me and my another senior to work with them to do the jate(split jumps). Although they got some attitude problems. Seriously.

There's Biology test on Monday and Chemistry test late next week. So my expectation was, atleast pass the test. There's been always a confusion and alot of "not understand" things that I supposed to know. So, no more surfing the net tonight haziqah..

My phone calender is full of activities and enrichment programmes. It's like the whole week I'm filled with activities right after school. Not including the CIP, teaching the P5 kids maths every monday at Xingnan Primary yet. Huh. Oh no! I just remeber! The CIP is clash with dance practice. I really don't know which want to go. *stress

I received a call from Hestira this morning informing me that there's dance practice today. I was like really shocked but since a number of members didn't get to come today, we cancelled the practiced and postponed it to next week.. If there's any free days next week. I hope..

2009-01-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not making my blog lively. As usual, I've been busy with school activities after school which makes me come home late and sleep early. Some of the lessons have been sooooo boring that makes me draw stuffs on textbook. But no matter what, I can't expect lessons to be fun always because studying is BORING. (Mrs Chew words (:)

Quizez and test was going well. Although I failed maths quiz by one mark. Hah, atleast I've improved. And niways, this is just a quiz. Not a test yet. I will make sure the upcoming test I will study damn hard for it and get a pass atleast. :)

I called Aishah right after I'm done with my Maghrib prayers to help me with my Maths. Then we have a little bit chat about our life, the conflicts I have with one of my friends and more. Oh well, like what she said, I just need to understand her abit. And furthermore, I don't want our relationship to have big fights like that just over a small matter? Uhhuh. (:

I got back home at 2:30. Noticed that I'm alone at home. Have lunch, watch okto and then when to have a nap. When I woke up, Mum was admiring her new addidas watch. I swear it's like super effing nice. :D Erm, I think my addidas watch can last like about 5 years? Hahah! My prediction only. Cause it's very lasting. :D

Oh ya, I made a private blog so that people can't judge me in whatever I do. I damn let out all my feelings in there. And it helps. :D

Enough for today. There's still some assignments on my table. So I guess I better get going. Takecare readers! :D

2009-01-27T22:14:00.018+08:00

oops. lens blur.

These is the only pictures that I can only upload for now. I have actually more but it seems that the normal USB connection is connected with another things which I think it will effect the computer. So I guess I will just leave it for the moment. If I've got a chance, I will try to edit the post and put more pictures..

Oh well I guess I need not to tell about my picnic outing with relatives yesterday.. The pictures explain all enough. Ahhuh. (: Sadly, I didn't get to see the solar eclipse due to the cloud covering the sun. Huh! I've waited about an hour for that thing to happen but it seems it didn't turn out well. I manage to take some pictures from the special glasses which is given by some group of teenagers to let the public see it. And gosh, I swear it's like super nice. :D

I'm tired. I need to get some sleep. Goodbye!

2009-01-25T21:23:00.003+08:00

I just couldn't feel what are my feelings right now. All I know is that I'm depressed with the hell lots of homeworks given. And I know that I just couldn't finish my homeworks by today. Chemistry just sucks. It's like so stupid of me, going through all pages of the chapter umpteen times, but couldn't answer a question at workbook. I just feel helpless. I called up Aishah to help me with my maths, but she's away to johore. All this just makes me like, I've no hope.... To succeed. Sheesh! I know this wouldn't happen. Okay wait, I just have to get a positive thinking. Just face the bright future ahead and go on with my journey there. Period.

I'm glad when dad told me that he just bought the ink for the printer this morning. You know, I was just about to go out to the shop and print. Can you'll imagine how much I waste my time if I went there without dad told me beforehand? Man, I must really waste alot of my precious time.. Laughs.

Picnic tomorrow!! Oh yes. Me and mum went to Central and Gek Poh this morning to get stuffs for tomorrow family event with relatives. I just cant wait for this. Like seriously. I've rot at home enough.

I'm despised with one of my family members. [insert name]. It's like she accussed me without any evidence? And she put in about dance with my wrong doings. Like hello, this is so unfair. I know she won't ever understand what I want and what should I do in order to get a happy and peaceful life. I've listened to her enough and all I want is just my dream and freedom!!! It's soo hurtful for this to happen. I hold my tears and wanted to talk back to her. But luckily, I'm patient enough to hold my anger, and also I respect people. I just couldn't handle this anymore without anybody by my side.. :((((((((((( I just need someone to talk to. The right person..

2009-01-23T22:00:00.004+08:00

There's no enough ink to print out the pictures for D&T from my printer. So, I have to print the pictures at the shop at gek poh as soon as possible before Chinese New Year. I really have no idea what to do with the theme "tidiness". My mind is blank and I really need a break after doing alot of thinking about school and especially maths. For now, I'm not in a mood to think about the folios. For your info, the theme that I'm doing now is the 'O' levels questions for this year. I'm so glad I need not to take this theme for next year. Pheww.

Dance practice today was somehow quite tiring. During recess is the last time I ate before dance practice and I just have to hold my hunger till 4:30 before we have our lunch at McDonalds. I was exhausted at that time. Some of the Sec 1s do come and try the try outs. And seriously, there are freaking damn awesome. They can dance! Adlin and me teached the Sec 1s SYF choreography. And seriously, it's tough at first when teaching them but after a few tries me and Adlin demonstrate it to them, they got the picture although they don't get the small tips. That's already quite good. And their split was the maximum for our standard!! :D

Maths quiz was manageable. Although some of the questions have weird big digits. And that makes me not confident. Well, Ms Aisha told us that only a few pass the quiz. Mann, this is making me nervous. I don't want to get a zero. Atleast a one digit please?

I swear I didn't pay attention to Chemistry class during the last period today. I fell restless. Sahira, Liyana and me talked among ourselves and we didn't pay attention to what Mdm Dian said. I admit it. But I just have to pay attention next time during her lessons and I also have to make the effort to go through the textbooks and notes because the test is just next week.. Oh damnit. Talking about test, there will be Geography test and D&T quiz next week. Shoot.

I'm off now. I need to complete my assignments and also get prepared with school shoes, uniforms by tomorrow cause me and relatives is going to have a picnic outing this holidays. I can't wait to relax my mind after a week studying, homework-ING and with notes all over the table..

2009-01-22T22:26:00.002+08:00

I swear I have been busy with school stuffs lately. Assignments and a few enrichment programmes is the caused of me not getting to face and stare this computer screen. Lessons have been boring. And I super duper hate Ms Huang lessons. Like no activities at all! Huh. Luckily only it's for Character Education. I can handle it. :)

I have a funny incident between me and Hestira in the morning. Let me just try to remember what we all went through..

Hestira: Took out 20cents from her wallet. (for phone lockers if you'll don't know)
Me: Took out 20cents too. (I swear I really don't know if Hestira provided the 20cents.) Then, I choose a locker. Adlin, Me put our handphones and Hestira only put her PSP. Then, I put the 20cents in and LOCKED it.

We three off to assembly area when Hestira feels something heavy at her pocket.. She pull off something and... it's her PHONE!!
Hestira: Eh! Phone aku blom letak!
Me: Surprised*
Hestira: Bukak balik locker tadi tu..
Me: Tkpayalah. Kau gi carik locker lagi satu arh (haha!)
Hestira: Ape sey kau!

I'm forced to take out the key from my pocket and open the locker. Hestira put her phone inside and she put her 20cents.
Me: ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Hestira, kau memang buang duit. Kau nyer 20 cents bole provide untuk bsk nyer pe! Haha!

Enough for now. I'm off to my table to complete the rest of my assignments.

2009-01-19T21:21:00.004+08:00

I swear D&T is making me crazy. I have to do another 2 imageboard folio by next week! Like what? I have to squeeze in all the process of doing the folio in between my homeworks. Grr. I have no time for all, no time for EVERYTHING. :(( For the sake of exams, I just have to do it although I really hate it damn much..

Quiz and tests is going to start this week. So I just have to study my ass off these few days. Oh god, can't teachers just give us a break? This is like so making me stress up. I still have a few assignments left on my table. But luckily it's not due tomorrow. So now, I'll just blog to let out all my stressing up in school..

School was kind of normal these days. And I swear I have to do alot of practices for maths new topic that I learned today. But luckily Iffah help me all with my doubts. If not because of her, maybe I would get a cross for all questions. English, another more newspaper activity. Omg, this seriously like sucks.. Bio, I need a few notes to get prepared for the upcoming tests. Geog, need revision!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you readers for reading my "stress" post for the first time written on this blog. -_-"

2009-01-18T18:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to Jurong Point with mum and aunt to search for my cousin birthday present. It's like somehow a rush cause we just got the invitation on Friday. Well, instead of buying the present, mum and auntie was distracted with the make-ups at john little. So, mum bought her new lipstick and mascara and me, new silkygirl perfume. (: Saw rid mum and himself at there and also jiliah. Then headed to find stuffs at third level. Got one and "ka-ching!". Went back home, changed clothes and off to the party. :)

Well, I'm done with my assignments accept for Biology. Since Ms Dian will not be coming for the class, I'll just do her assignment at class tomorrow to kill boredom. Instead of just putting my head on the table and sleep. Well, I'll call Ms Dian Mdm Dian like pretty soon! Cause she already gotten married yesterday. Haha.

I just got my facebook account. So just add me up alright. And I swear I don't know how to use it. 0.0

I'm done here. And and enjoy our CCA fair video recorded by one of the drama girls. (:

2009-01-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

I'm done with Social Studies notes, English and Biology. Phewww. I spent more than an hour to complete all my homework. This is so making me stressing up.. Well, Biology lessons yesterday was really damn awesome. We got to see some of human muscle cells and plant cells under a microscope. It's nice!! I wish I can take a picture of the real cells. Hmm, I can imagine how Robert Hooke reactions when he first see the cells. And I swear the Vacuoles is pretty! (I know that's not the word to describe. -_-")

D&T is driving me crazy. I supposed the Imageboard folio is like due next week but instead Mdm Chua said we spent on that 1 period of completing the Imageboard folio! This is sooo last minute. At least if I brought it home I could adjust and decorate it abit and I could earn some points for my CA but now, there's no hope for me of having high scores for D&T. Maybe a just pass.

Yesterday incident was chaotic. I shouldn't describe it here cause it will show a bad impression on me, and also the rest. It's hard being a centre people and cannot decide what to do or choose. Well, I think these things happen just because of a small conflict happening which not to knew by another "party". Okay, whatever it is, I think it's best if I don't continue here..

CCA fair tomorrow. We only performed for one time this year. Not like last year, like 3 to 4 times performing on stage. Well, this time the Sec 1s will be seated in the hall to watch the performing arts group first then they will be going down to watch the Uniform groups and a few sports CCA. I guess. Well I have nothing more to share. So I'll end here alright. (:

2009-01-13T21:22:00.004+08:00

Things started to changed when I knew that most of the 'O' level students who managed to get a spot to poly or junior college passed their exams very well. From there, I started to feel jealousy, hatred and started to hate myself for not being a student at all last year. I slack alot, not giving the proper attention. But no pity because I know it's never to late for me to change. I can be like others, achieving good results and share the joy with others. I can be lazy, not organized and stuffs but seriously not this time. I just realized that I have to put my best effort for my Os next year. Luckily these new life experience makes me to be more active in learning and I already knew and realized what's the meaning of "full life education". All I have to do now is just put my fullest attention on studies and I PROMISED myself not to slack anymore.. Ever..

I have no time with television and not even a small space for dancing. :( I've been given like mountains of homeworks from teachers. But luckily, since I managed my time wisely today and treat every second as it is very precious, I get to finish my homework on time with the help of Aishah, Wiah and Hazwani. Without them, I wouldn't be here, blogging. I got this public speaking workshop today and all I can say that it is like super hilarious and fun. All the students need to present their friends and for me, I present Kasturi, example, what she like and stuffs. Well, I just need a little bit of proper dictions. Well, scoring 20/30 for the presentation is not bad after all for a first timer.. (:

Dance practice tomorrow. We're going to practice the dance for the CCA fair this Friday. And I really hope that the dance can attract the Sec 1s. Our aim is to get atleast 10 students. I hope everything can turn out well. And ya, there's dance practice again this Saturday. We're practicing for the SYF. Well, I don't know why is that a need of urgency to get the choreography done. I'm sure there are gonna be alot of things left to do before SYF. Enough of this...

I have decided not to post the camp pictures here as there is like freaking alot of my pictures at pioneer place. So for those who want to see how our camp there, check out at the pioneer website. And and, there's alot of my candid pictures. So bear with it, cause it looks irritating. -_-"
Okay I'm done. Dad just bought some chappati and I'm gonna eat all them now. Yummy! Goodbye! :D

I swear D&T is making me crazy..

2009-01-11T15:00:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to talk much about camp. Well, I managed to adapt with the surroundings there well enough. Sleeping in tents and insects biting me. Grr. I've been scratching my legs and arms due to mosquitoes and stuffs till now. Like oh god, this is torturing. But I still can bear with it. I'm not the type of girls who is scared of insects and get so hyper and panic when they know that there is some kind of itch on their hands and so on. Haha, and there is such girls I'm elaborating now in the camps. Weirdo. :S

The best activity in camp is kayaking and dragon boat. And there's an aeroplane just above my head when I was in the sea! Aren't that sooooooo interesting? And and dragonboat was so damn awesome. I can see that there's teamwork in each of my team members.

Well, I'm sooo quite pissed off with my friends with what they are saying at camp. Can't they just understand that I hate "it"? Like please, stop saying things that I hate most and don't ever let me scream my lungs out at your face in front of everybody alright. Don't mention anything that I hate it. Hey, luckily you'll are my friends and I'm being patient with you'll. You should know that. Worst still, they are my close friends you know. And this is what they did to me? What kind of friends are you? Even don't understand what's the meaning of "hate". And you'll are not treating us fairly. So think. I'm being patient now with all of you. And basically the most thing I hate about the camp is all of your behavior. You guys just don't get my feelings. So don't try to persuaded me and say, "there's nothing. They already know who you are". Get lost. You guys just don't feel it. I don't care if you'll want to gossip or hate me. Cause I know what I'm saying is all right. I've got alot of friends which is much more understanding than you'll okay. So if one of you is reading my blog now, reflect what you've said and hurt me like alotttttt during camp. Well, I have much more to say about you'll but luckily I'm good enough not to spoil your reputation. You know who you are. Okay, see, this is what happens if I let everything out. Well, atleast I did. I feel much more better.

School tomorrow. I have to bring alot of thick books.... Biology, Math and D&T! And I'm sure I will get super pissed off if there's no lessons. Like on Monday. Grrr. Well, I won't concentrating much on blogging this time round cause this and next whole month my schedule will be hectic. I need to plan it well organizedLY this time round and I promised myself that I will do well in mid-years. (: Enough of blogging. I will update the pictures at camps once the pictures at pioneer place is put up okay. Takecare everybody. (:

2009-01-10T20:23:00.001+08:00

I promise you readers that I will update pretty soon. Computer is giving problems again.. Huh. And ya, Camp was awesome. ;)

2009-01-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the first day of school and I'm so freaking excited!! I can't wait to start normal lessons again like usual. I'm sick of staying at home and having too enough rest after busying studying for end of year exams last year.. Well, let's begin with a new fresh beginning of the year tomorrow!! :D Da uppersec oi. (:

Well, I'm feeling good these days. After meeting girlfriends yesterday make me a little bit better. Well, they are my medicine of my heart. Really, they make me happy and laugh non-stop. Haha, I know this sounds weird, but really. :D

I think I have no other things to update. So I will end here ya? On the way to watch Bujang Senang. Takecare readers!! :D

CAN'T WAIT TO SCHOOL!!! :D

2008-12-31T21:22:00.003+08:00

It's good that I get to meet them back! :D Adlin class still haven't been dismissed. She missed it.

I woke up at 8am, with a big smile and knowing that I get to know my class and form teachers today. Seriously, I miss school like alot. Well, meet up Hestira at my bus-stop then went to meet Shasha and Lin at Aishah's void deck. Then, headed to Gek Poh McDonald to have breakfast. (: Well, there are quite a few Pioneer students having breakfast there.. So, I went to say hello and stuffs to those people I knew. This feeling is like super great you know after a few months not meeting some of them and how they were. :D

Aishah came and catch up with us at McDonald since she have some stuffs going on at home (I really don't know about this). Well, the five of us were a little bit late, err, just make it six when we meet up Fatin when we're on our way to school. Well, when I reached school, I was rushing finding my name at the notice board and which class I'm into because the rest already assemble at the courtyard (So we're consider late. Yeah). There were alot of classes at the notice board so I guess it's rather quite difficult to find. Well, atlast, I got to know I'm at class 3 Serve 8 as known as 3V8. And I'm register number one, can you believe that? So looks like during exams I have to seat near the door. -_-"

Alright, the interesting part is when I assemble at my own class, I saw Sahira and Ruby! Then when I look across at the end I saw Iffah!! This is so damn interesting! I get to same class with them again. And yeah, I'm the first person ever to step at my new class at Level 3. Interesting. Well, I felt quite a little bit weird and strange when I sit at the school chair and table. I don't know if I get shorter, or maybe taller? Or perhaps my height still remain the same but it's just that I feel strange when sitting at that coloured chair because it's have been a long time since I seated there.. Haha. Alright whatever it is. Then a few minutes later I saw Kasturi, Priya, Wiah and Afiffah (the student councillors)!! Like oh my god, this is interesting!! The 2v8 re-unite again. :D This is sooooooooo damn cool. :D :D :D

Got those lecturing about hairstyles and our uniforms attire from our form teachers(nah, that's usual) then after getting to know our timetable on Friday and stuffs, we were dismissed. Met up girlfriends at the study corner(the last picture) then collect my cheque at general office(it's super duper long queue!). And ya, I got to know that Shasha, Hestira and Fatin is in the same class!! Aren't that interesting? Cool, cool! :)

After school, we six again went gek poh since I wanted to buy some stationeries and buy [insert name] which I think you readers no need to know. After that went to Aishah's house and catch a movie Twilight. That story is like superb!! I love it! :D Then we continue watching WildChild. We're rather distracted when watching that movie because every second one of us must have something to share. (: We have our lunch and then I'm off like about 3:30? Yups.

Aishah, thanks for the eyeshadow makeup that you bought for me at Brunei! Love you girlfriend! :D

Today is the last day of 2008 and it's quite sad to leave this memorable year for me. But no matter what, I still have to move on and continue my journey to success in my brand new year 2009. So let's start with a fresh new good year!! My new year resolution: Perform my prayers 5 times a day, do revisions everyday, and achieve a top 10 in class at mid year exams. Insyaallah. :D All for now okay readers. And ya ya! HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! :D May your new year become the most exciting year and get to explore your new experience in 2009! I wish you'll all the best alright! Muah! Takecare! :D

2008-12-24T17:32:00.003+08:00

My school shoes is as clean as new right now after spending about half an hour of my time washing and scrubbing it. I've just bought my school beg yesterday at Jurong Point with the both Aishah's. Well, simply I have difficulty choosing the beg because all the beg at that shop is like super eiffing nice. In the end, I choose the same bag, mainly exactly like Siti Aishah one. (: And I totally deep in love with my new bag! :D

One week left to school. And I'm so excited!! :D I still haven't bought my pencil case and a few stationeries. Well, maybe I'm gonna get it by the end of this week. Guess what, I still haven't finish my holiday assignment. Hackcare. Teachers won't even want to collect it.. Aha.

Hestira just text me telling me that she already arrived in Singapore safe and sound. Cool!! So hestira, just prepare for our next outing yea! I miss your face and jokes so let's meet up soon with the others alright. Hestira text me that she's back, but Siti Aishah text me that she's off to Brunei to meet up her uncle? (I guess) Okay, I'm sure Aishah gonna have fun there. So like Hestira, to Aishah: Have a fun and pleasant journey there girlfy! I will pray for you, hopingly you will go and get back safe and sound. Text me when you're back alright! (:

Okay, I've got to prepare myself off to ngaji. I promise that I won't ever gonna skip my ngaji classes since I really really want to qatam. Amin. (: Aha. Thanks for reading readers, takecare!! :)

2008-12-23T00:56:00.002+08:00

It's 1:12 am. Simply, I can't put myself to sleep. Well, yesterday's match between Singapore and Vietnam was like the chaotic shit ever. Sister and me was like screaming when the Vietnamese is trying striking for a goal. Well, we both are like the most nosiest person in the house.. Brother azlan was like, "iqah!! diam larhh.." everytime I shouted. Haha, okay whatever it is..

Today's plan shopping with Aishah was cancelled since I have plans with family.. Well, we postponed it tomorrow(which is today) and I'm sure I'm gonna shop till I drop to be exact. Well, the new Jurong Point is somewhat a buzz. So I guess I wanna have a look at the shops there and Shop tomorrow for the third time again since I've got my allowance. (:

Alright, ngaji lesson today was somehow fun since when there's a Primary 2 kid was sitting beside sister and started to ask sis some lame questions. I was laughing by myself and sister have no choice to do but just have to answer that P2 kid the questions.. Lame questions. Haha, well I think that girl just wanna befriend Sis. She's just P2. Like, oh, cmmon.. She still doesn't have the right mindset for us. So, if I were to sit beside her, I will just have to react normal and treat her like my bestfriend............ Sweet. :D Okay, enough of this. Haha.

To a large extent, I believe I'm making the right choice in what I'm doing right now. But somehow it seems that things can make me a little aggresive to do which I'm not supposed to. So I think the best pathway to a sound future is just to avoid them both for the meantime. I'm not hating them, but like what I said, it's just not the right time. I'm sorry. (you know who you are)

I need some rest. Takecare people. (:

I listen to my heart

2008-12-20T20:09:00.003+08:00

Since Siti Aishah wanted the SYF song badly, I met her in the afternoon to send her the song from my phone. I met her at around 4pm. We talk alot of crap and of course, I let out all my feelings to her. Then, she sent me a quite few nice songs. One of it is "Can I Have This Dance" by Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron. It's super nice. Trust me. (: Then we headed to Aishah's house since I wanted to take a look at her new school bag. Seriously, I love her new school bag! So, I thought I wanna buy the same bag as her for next year. (: Dang, I'm not a copycat, asshole. Aishah, monday tau! :D Girlfriends? (:

I can't wait to get back to school on 31 December. Get to know our classes and timetable for next year. And not forgetting, the briefing for our Sec 3 camp. Haha. :D I just couldn't wait to meet my new classmates. And ya, I'm really hoping to be same class with Aishah please! If that really happens, I'm gonna shout like hell.

No more to update. So I will end here ya? Takecare readers! :)

I'm sorry.